Going Insane

Why did you leave me?

(SungJae’s POV)

              I walked into the lonely old house, where Shiny and I used to have fun. ‘I miss you so much Shiny.’ I thought as I touched the piano. I closed my eyes to remember those days.

(Flashback)

              “SungJae oppa, do you know how to play piano?” Shiny asked me as we were on the bed together. I looked at her and nodded my head to say no. she stood up on the bed and acted cute.

              “I will help you. Let’s go, as we have a piano at our house let’s do It.” she said to me and dragged me towards the piano. She sat on the chair and asked me to sit next to her.

              She started to play the piano like a pro. I looked at her play our latest song Insane. She looked at me as she played and kept on smiling like an angel.

              When she finished playing I clapped for her and pretended there was applause. “Let’s start oppa.” She said to me and I hugged her. I didn’t want to do anything. “Let’s be like this. Please?” I started to plead her.

              “We will, forever.” She said to me with a smile and kissed me passionately. I felt like she was gonna leave me but she already stood up and walked towards the bed. She slumped on to the bed grabbed me with her.

              “I promise you that I’m never ever gonna leave you. No matter what happens I only love you.” She said to me and kissed me again. I kept on enjoying that day.

(Flashback ended)

              I started to play one of my favorite song and also Shiny’s all-time song. Midnight from Beast was her favorite song and I didn’t know why.

              I played it and when I finished playing I heard applause from just one person. I turned to see Shiny there near the door and smiling like an angel.

(Shiny’s POV)

              “Oppa, I’ll be back in a while. This is the house that I had been finding for a while.” I said to my boy friend Donghae who was waiting near his car. He nodded his head with a smile and pulled me close to him.

              “Don’t take so much time. I’m gonna miss you if you take too long.” He said to me and kissed me. I hit his chest playfully and smiled at him. “Just give me 2 hour to find the thing that I want to find okay?” I asked him and he pouted. It made me chuckle.

              I walked into the house and into the room where SungJae and I used to have fun. I looked at the room and sighed with a smile.

(Flashback)

              “Shiny, come over here.” SungJae cried out as he grabbed my hips and pulled me close to him. It made me startled and it made him chuckle. “Scared?” he asked me and I scoffed at him. “No, shocked to see an angel.” I said to him as I played with his hair.

              He grabbed a pillow and hit me with it and it made me surprise. I looked at him surprised and he shrugged at me. “Wanted to see if you were shocked.” He said to me with a sly smile.

              “Oh really? I’ll show you.” I cried out and grabbed a pillow from the bed and started to hit him. We had a pillow fight until all the pillows got fluffed very well. He grabbed me through the pillow fight and kept on staring at my eyes.

              “I do deserve you I guess.” He said to me proudly and it made me again scoff at him. “Oh, do you?” I asked him with a sly smile. “We’ll see if you deserve me right?” he said to me as he pulled me close to me and kissed me.

              He didn’t let me breath but let go of me like half a minute. “So what do you think?” he asked me and I gasped for air. “Whatever.” I said to him and stood up to walk away. Again, I was grabbed by him and straight onto the bed and continued our kissing.

(Flashback ended)

              I smiled as I remembered the past where I used to hang out with my ex boy friend SungJae. I miss him, I did love him but he broke up with me for no reason.

              I walked a little bit inside and into the sitting room where I saw someone sitting there near the piano. I knew who it was from the moment I saw him. ‘SungJae is playing my favorite song.’ I thought with a smile.

              When he finished, I applauded him and he turned towards me with a shocked smile. “Shiny?” he asked me unsurely and it made me smile at him. I nodded at him and walked towards him.

              “Surprised to see me?” I asked him and he kept on staring at me. “Shiny I…” he started to talk and I held my hand in front of him.

               “No, let me talk first. I’m done with you. I don’t want to be in a relation with you anymore. I came to find something precious to me and something that can never be forgotten. Because it has you, the memory of you. SungJae ah, forget about me and try to continue your life the way you did before. Without me and take a girl friend. Don’t be single for the rest of your life.” I said to him and tired my best not to cry.

              He kept on staring at me and took something from his jacket pocket. The locket I wanted was with him. “This is the thing which was so precious to you right?” he asked me and I nodded my head.

              He came towards me and grabbed my hand and put the locket onto it. “Never forget me okay? I love you a lot.” He said to me and sat next to the piano again. I walked away looking at him for the last time.

              “I can never forget you SungJae.” I mumbled to myself as I ran towards the door. I bumped into someone and that person hold onto me before I fell onto the ground. I closed my eyes and kept them shut tightly.

              I couldn’t open my eyes and see who it was when that person kissed me. I opened my eyes and to my surprise it was Donghae. “Donghae oppa?” I whispered and he smiled at me.

              “Let’s go, I’m hungry. Plus I missed you.” He said to me and grabbed me close to him. I smiled and nodded my head to say yes.

              After walking towards his car I looked at the house one last time. ‘Goodbye SungJae…Oppa.’ I thought with a smile and get into the car.

              “Why is that house special to you love?” he asked me and it made me look at the house again. “No reason. That house looks so lonely so I used to come here alone whenever I’m free. This house was once mine I guess.” I replied to him and he chuckled.

              ‘The truth is this place really holds a lot of memories.’ I thought sadly.

(SungJae’s POV)

              I kept on watching them leave the house. I saw her staring at the house on last time. Secretly watching her being sad wasn’t something that I can tolerate. Mostly it was my fault to break up.

              I dumped her and I did it because I kept on playing with every girl. After knowing what love is now I want her back. She kept on giving me a lot of chances, now she gave up on me and had found someone she loves.

              ‘Shiny, I do love you. This is my first time running after a girl. I don’t know why but I feel like I’m the pathetic loser.’ I thought sadly as I drew the curtains to hide the light.

              I can never forget her. She has my heart and I have her heart as well.

             

              this is just a korean fanfic.. i love writing kpop fanfics as well as i'm a big kpop fan

I hope u all will read this. Have fun reading..

Our Classic love

You and my classic love

(Woo young’s POV)

              I walked out from my car and walked towards my best friend Taecyeon car. I smiled at him and grabbed the ball I had in my car and passed at him.

              “If I win, you’re coming with me to Chansung and Suzy’s engagement party. JYP won’t be happy.” Taecyeon said to me and I smiled at him. “We’ll see who wins right?” I replied to him and grabbed the ball from him.

              In the end he won and I had no other choice but to go. He smiled and gave me a brotherly hug. He took the invitation from his jacket pocket and passed it to me. Also he gave me a present

              “So you’ve no other choice right? You’ve to come Woo young.” He said to me and I nodded my head. “Do I really have a choice dude? What’s this by the way?” I asked him and he smiled.

              “Check it for yourself.” He said to me and I took out a Reebok jacket from the box and I smiled at him. “It’s a present from Chansung.” He said to me and walked towards his

              “Come soon. Chansung is dying to meet you.” Taecyeon cried out before leaving me in the basement of the JYP building. I nodded my head and scoffed as I walked towards the car.

              “Nice catch.” I said to the butler as I threw the car keys at him. He smiled and I walked into the apartment. ‘Why do I feel like I’m missing something?’ I thought as I grabbed the present that was given by Chansung. I grabbed a shirt to wear and worn the jacket given by Chansung.

              “Tonight some things are gonna change.” I said to myself as I walked out of the apartment. “Chauffer, my keys please, I’ll be driving oh and don’t call me if I get late okay?” I said to the chauffer as I grabbed the keys from him. “Yes master.” He replied to me and I smiled at him.

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              I walked into the party wearing the mask that we had to wear. I smiled to the pretty ladies. I saw our director JYP and Chansung with Suzy. I didn’t bother to see them and walked towards Taecyeon where he was standing behind the music spinning table. I smiled at Suzy and she also smiled at me.

              “Being a DJ dude?” I asked him and he shrugged. “Yo, go towards Chansung and talk to him a little bit,” he pushed me towards them and I saw Suzy leaving him as someone bumped into her and drink was all over her.

              “Chansung ah, thanks for the jacket.” I walked towards him and gave him a brotherly hug. “Yo, long time without seeing. No problem dude.” He said to me and I smiled at him as I walked away from JYP and Chansung.

              ‘Finally, Suzy is gonna get married. Why can’t I just forget her?’ I thought as I walked towards a fish tank which was situated away from the dance floor. I kept on walking around it and grabbed a red colored fabric from the table.

               ‘A handkerchief! Time to impress her I guess.’ I thought as I kept on waiting for her.

(Suzy’s POV)

               I walked into the changing room after getting wet because of the drink. I hate engagements and I don’t love Chansung. What choice do I’ve?

               Grabbing a Reebok t-shirt from the closet, I walked out from the changing room after wearing it. I was tired and wanted to get away from here. I walked into the party and tried to get along with the people.

               I walked towards the fish tank where I saw Woo young. I kept on staring at the fishes and all of a sudden he made some magic tricks with the handkerchief he had. He pulled out a rose from the handkerchief and it surprised.

               He walked closer to me and gave me the rose. “Congrats for getting engaged with our leader.” He said to me and I know that he was sad. “Thanks, but I want to meet you.” I said to him.

               “You sure, because I’ve something for you.” He said to me and walked away. I looked at him leave. Why was he like that? Does he like me? I woke up late and looked at the clock where it was ticking. It was almost 10, and Woo young asked me to meet him from the JYP building’s terrace. I’m gonna be late.

               I threw the blanket away and ran towards the toilet with my towel. “Yah, you didn’t wake me up and you got ready. Where are you going Suzy?” Fei cried out and I grabbed my jacket and worn a dress leaving my brown hair.

               “I’ll be back soon. We don’t have a schedule today so we don’t have to worry right. Cover me for today please?” I begged her and she looked confused. “Okay, but tell me when you’re done with whatever you’re doing because I need to go shopping.” She whined like a little girl and I smiled.

               “Promise. I’ll be here soon. Bye.” I said to her and grabbed my phone and ran towards the JYP building hoping that he wasn’t there yet.

               “Whoa, I’m not even late.” I said and smiled to myself like a fool. “Nop, you’re wrong. You’re late.” I heard a voice and it made me turn around to see who it was.

               No other but Woo young was there giving my favorite gentle-man smile. “Am i? I thought I wasn’t late.” I said to him stubbornly and it made him chuckle.

               “Don’t be so stubborn. Oh right your present. Here!” he said to me as he took a box which was wrapped in red paper. I looked at it curiously. “What’s this?” I asked him as I took the present from him.

               “Don’t you know, you shouldn’t ask me like that. You should say thank you.” He said to me as he leaned on the wall. “Waa, this is so beautiful.” I cried out as I took the earrings from the box. It suited me a lot.

               “Thank you Woo young.” I said to him and he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. “Do you love me? Do you love him?” he asked me and I didn’t know what to say. I hugged him to hide my face from him. I didn’t want to show him me being sad at all.

               “I don’t love him, but it’s for the director. It’s because I love you.” I whispered to him and pulled away from me and kept on jumping up and down like a little boy who had gotten a candy.

               “I knew it. I knew you don’t love him. And I knew you love me a lot.” He said to me as he hugged me. I hugged him back and I didn’t know what to say.

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(Taecyeon‘s POV)

               “Did you call for me Director JYP?” I walked into the director’s office. From his face, I can guarantee that something bad had happened.

               “Yes, I did call for you. It’s to give you this.” He said to me and gave me an envelope. “What’s this?” I asked him and he loudly sighed. “See for yourself and go make everything back to normal before the reporters know about this.” He said to me.

                I looked inside and to my surprise it was some pictures, and it wasn’t just anyone’s pictures. It was Suzy and woo young together having fun. ‘That bustard is no good for anything.’ I thought madly as I walked out of the room.

               “What happened?” Nickhun asked me as I walked into the dancing studio. “Where is Woo young?” I asked him quietly and he stuttered. “Where is he? That’s what I’m asking.” I cried out and Woo young came into the room.

               “Woo young, come and have a talk with me in the terrace. And none of you, I meant none of you should be following us.” I cried out at them and walked past him.

               I walked into the terrace and pushed him towards the railing madly. I didn’t know what I was doing. “Yah, Taecyeon get into your senses and talk to me.” Woo young cried out at me and I glared at him.

               “I thought you changed dude. But nothing had changed except your appearance. Look at this for yourself.” I cried out and threw the pictures at him and left him there. I don’t want to hear any of his explanation anymore.

(Woo young’s POV)

               I took the pictures which was on the ground and kept on finding what happened. ‘Aren’t these the day where Suzy and I were having fun?’ I thought as I kept on seeing the pictures one by one.

               “He is mistaken. I should go and tell him the truth before he does something stupid.” I mumbled to myself and walked towards the lift and walked into the dancing studio.

               “How did it go?” Junsu asked me and I looked at him suspiciously as I saw Chansung with him. Junsu had a bruise on his face and I looked at him more suspiciously. Did they have a fight?

               “What happened to your face makes me more curious?” I said to him as I grabbed my bag. “Are you leaving?” Chansung asked me. I frowned and walked towards Junho. “Come out with me for a while.” I said to him without replying to Chansung.

               “Yah, I was speaking to you Woo young.” He cried out as Junho and I walked out of the studio. I didn’t bother to listen to him as I knew it was one of his plans.

               “Don’t lie and tell me the truth. What happened to Junsu’s face?” I asked him as we walked into the lift. He stuttered and I raised my voice again. “What happened to his face?” I asked him once more while I raised my voice.

               “Alright, I’ll tell you. Chansung thought that there was something between you and Suzy and he didn’t like it. So he asked Junsu and I to spy on you and Suzy.” He blurted out and I knew who was in the end.

               ‘Bingo’ I thought as I dragged him into Taecyeon room. “Want to know the truth? He will tell you the truth.” I said to him and Taecyeon looked at me surprised.

               “What do you mean?” he asked me and I looked at Junho for an explanation. “Yo, Taecyeon he didn’t do anything. It was Chansung. And he is gonna marry the innocent Suzy because he want to get famous then you all.” Junho spilled and Taecyeon looked at me more shocked.

               “Wait so you’re telling me that this Chansung’s plan? So that when Suzy and woo young get framed he will be kicked out of the company, is that what you’re trying to tell me?” Taecyeon asked me and I shrugged at him. “I’m afraid it’s the truth. Tae, you need to help me.” I looked at him helplessly.

               “I guess I can help you with It.” he gave me a smile and stood up to grab one of his shoes. “Listen to me carefully. We’re gonna get you’re Suzy out of the company on the wedding and don’t worry. No reporters are gonna be there.” he said to me and I high fived him.

 (Suzy’s POV)

               I was sitting and waiting for my wedding to start. I don’t want this to happen even. I felt like crying when all of a sudden Taecyeon walked into the room with a pair of Reebok shoes.

               “I’m not gonna say anything. Just wear it and wait for Woo young. I’ll take care of the guards and everyone.” Taecyeon said to me and I looked at him with my teary eyes.

               “Thanks Tae, I owe you one.” I said to him and he smiled at me. “No you don’t. Just be happy with him. That’s what you need to do. Here, wipe your tears.” He said to me and lends me a tissue. I smiled and wiped the tears and some of the mascara as well.

               “You ready?” I heard a voice and I looked at the doorway. It was Woo young and the person I wanted to meet. “Of course I’m.” I said to him and he grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the wedding room and out of the building.

               We kept on running away from the guards when all of a sudden I heard some beating. I stopped half way and turned to see who it is.

               “Get out of here. I’ll take care of them.” Tae cried out and I smiled at him with excitement. I walked away until we got into the meadow and towards a bus-stop.

               “Are you tired?” woo young asked me and I smiled at him. “Not even a little bit.” I said to him and he grinned at me. He kept on staring at me and his gaze fell onto my lips. ‘Is he gonna kiss me?’ I thought ridiculously.

               I thought he wasn’t gonna kiss me but in the end he took over the in charge of my lips and I felt like I was gonna lose my consciousness.

               “Never leave me, I love you.” He said to me and put his head on my shoulder. I smiled and put my head on his head and kept on thinking if we will be okay.

               “Promise, I’m never gonna leave you.” I whispered to him and we both fell asleep.

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(No one’s POV)

               Back in the wedding hall was nothing but a chaos. “Where is she Manager Kim?” JYP cried out and Chansung felt impatient.

               “I don’t know, she was in the waiting room a while ago.” Manager Kim replied to him and he got madder. “Search for them and search for them until you find them.” JYP cried out to the guards.

               “No, don’t. I know who it is and I’m done with Suzy. I don’t want to marry her; it is because I don’t love her.” Chansung said to JYP calmly and the guards stopped on the tracks.

               “Thank god that we didn’t have the wedding publicly right Director JYP?” Chansung asked JYP and walked out of the wedding room and met Taecyeon.

               “Chansung… i…” Taecyeon started to talk but Chansung stopped him by giving him a brotherly hug. “Thanks bro. for stopping my wedding.” He said to Taecyeon and Taecyeon was surprised.

                “Why? Shouldn’t you be mad at me?” Taecyeon asked him and it made Chansung laugh. “No I can’t be mad at you. I’m happy because I don’t love Suzy. Suzy also doesn’t love me. I wanted to do this to make our fans happy.” He replied to me and my jaw dropped.

               “Bye, take care because I’m taking a holiday for a while.” He said to me and left me there dumbfounded. “Chansung, Chansung Yah, I’m calling you.” Director JYP called for him and he doesn’t bother to look at him.

               “Director JYP, let him go. He deserves something called freedom, Holiday and break.” Taecyeon said to him and walked away and smiled to himself.

               ‘Woo young wasn’t the only one who loved Suzy. I also did, but I didn’t tell her.’ Taecyeon thought happily and drove his motor cycle and didn’t know where he wanted to go. But he knew that wherever Suzy is, his heart will be with her.

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Because of you

It happened because of you.

(Jessica’s POV)          

              I walked into my dorm room with a heavy heart. After meeting up with Kim Hyung Joong I feel so lost. I liked him from the moment I met him. But he loved Krystal. And they are gonna marry soon.

              I walked towards my bed and sat on it. I felt so lost, I didn’t know what to do next. Krystal is so lucky. Mom and dad will be so proud of her.

              “What’s wrong unnie?” Sunny asked me as she entered our room. I was so lost in my world I didn’t know that she even came inside until she snapped her fingers in front of my face.

              “Huh? What is it Sunny?” I asked her as I rested my head on the pillow. I didn’t bother to change. I was used to getting insults but this time it was different.

              “Unnie, what’s wrong? Did something happen?” she kept on asking me and I gave her a weak smile and nodded my head to say nothing is wrong.

              “Nothing happened, just go to sleep.” I said to her and turn to face towards the wall. I wasn’t in the mood to talk. I didn’t bother to change from my party cloths.

              I didn’t know what to do, I felt like I was lost in his maze.

(FLASHBACK)

              “Ah, it hurts you idiot!” I cried out in pain, at the person who was standing in front of me. A ball hit my arm and I yelled at the direction where it came from.

              “I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.” Someone came running towards me and Krystal. He was a little tall for the both of us and he does look like a Korean. I looked at him suspiciously.

              “Who are you?” I asked him and he showed his face by taking the cap he was wearing on his head. I gasped in shock.

              “Sorry to startle you. I’m Kim Hyung Joong from SS5O1. Oh, you’re Jessica and Krystal right?” he asked us and I had to look toward Krystal who was staring at him.

              “Oh yea we’re. Sorry for being rude at that time.” I said to him as I bowed him 90 degrees. Krystal scoffed at me. We weren’t the best sisters.

              “You met my sister the famous ice princess.” Krystal said to him in a sarcastic voice which made me pissed.

              “That’s it. You asked for it.” I cried out and grabbed her ears. I looked at Kim Hyung Joong and excused us.

              “Please excuse us for a while, she needs something called behave. Let’s meet soon right?” I said to him and he chuckled as he nodded his head.

              “Yea sure. See ya Jessica and Krystal.” He said to us and ran towards his friends. I couldn’t help but look at him as he ran there.

              “Yah, unnie. Do you know this hurts?” my sister cried out in pain and I shushed her which made her pissed.

              “Shush, isn’t he amazing?” I asked her in a dreamy voice. She scoffed and snickered at me which made me hit her stomach. She cried out in pain. The first time we met, I knew it was love at first sight.

(FLASHBACK ENDED)

              I wiped my tears and hugged my chest with my arms. I felt so unsecure. Am I not that pretty at all? Why is Krystal had to be so lucky?

              That night I couldn’t sleep but think about them. I felt like dying every moment thinking about them hugging, kissing and making out. Why can’t I do the same? Aren’t I pretty?

              After a while I felt dead to the world. I was grabbed into the dream world by some kind of a spirit. It was a rainy night which made me feel cold as well.

(Next morning)

              I woke up with an aching head and an aching body. I felt so sick that I might faint at anytime. I didn’t want to do anything today.

              I stood up from the bed and walked outside to meet my other members as well. Wearing my robe I walked out to the kitchen where everyone was so happy chit chatting.

              “Morning unnie! I got breakfast for you.” I heard Sunny calling out for me excitingly as I entered the kitchen. I didn’t feel like eating so I passed. I walked towards the refrigerator and took some milk.

              “When are we having the Samsung Galaxy S3 CF shooting?” I asked as I helped myself with some milk. Yoona looked at me curiously.

              “I don’t know, but why do you ask unnie?” she asked me and I shrugged. Yoona gave me a mischievous smile and I looked at her confused.

              “What is it?” I asked her and she burst into giggles. I looked at everyone in surprise. They all had smiles on their faces which made me more confused. But not sunny, she handed me an invitation which made me gasped.

              “Krystal and Kim hyun Joong’s wedding?” I cried out at the moment I saw it. Yoona walked towards me and she kept on giggling like hell.

              “You didn’t tell us about this? We’re on our way to F(x) dorm. Wanna come?” they asked me and Sunny shook her head to say no.

              “Not right now. I need to do something’s. You guys go, I’ll be there soon.” I said to them and I heard nothing but ‘Yea, okay’. I looked at Sunny and she walked towards our room. I followed her there.

              “YAH! SHE IS MARRYING THE GUY YOU LOVE! UNNIE THIS HAS GONE TOO FAR! DON’T YOU LOVE HIM?” Sunny cried out into my ears as I walked into the room. I face palmed as I sat on the chair.

              “What can I do Sunny? I’m hopeless.” I said to her and she scoffed at me. I looked toward the window and tried not to cry.

              “AS IF! YAH UNNIE GO, GO AND TELL HIM THAT YOU LOVE HIM.” Sunny cried out at me. I couldn’t help but shout back at her.

              “SUNNY, IT’S NOT EASY. WE BOTH LOVE HIM. I CAN’T JUST STEAL HIM FROM HER, NOT ANYMORE! I HAD ENOUGH OF IT.” I cried out at her and she looked at me shocked. I couldn’t help it, I fell on to the floor and tears started to fell from my eyes.

              “Unnie, don’t cry. Stop crying please. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have shouted at you like that.” She said to me and sat next to me on the floor. She hugged me and I couldn’t help but cry on her shoulder as she hugged me.

              “Unnie, let’s go and tell him the truth. That is the best way. Please?” she pleaded me and I couldn’t help but cry.

              “But Sunny, Krystal loves him too.” I said to her and she refused to listen to me. I was dragged to her car and we drove to SS5O1’s dorm to meet him.

(Kim Hyung Joong’s POV)

              “YAH KIM HYUNG JOONG, I HATE YOU.” I heard Jung Min shouting at me as I gave them my wedding invitation card.

              “Ah why? I didn’t do anything.” I said to them innocently and Hyung Jun looked at me with a concern look. I knew why he was like that.

              “Yah Hyung Joong let’s talk about something privately.” Hyung Jun said to me as he walked out of the dance studio. I followed him as I turn around to give one more look at my friends who was giving me good luck signs.

              We decided to be at the compound but somewhere free from the fans. I didn’t want to run into them again.

              “I think it’s time for you to know about Jessica-sshi.” Hyung Jun said to me as he gave me a hot cup of cappuccino. I took a sip and looked at him in surprise.

              “Jessica-sshi? What about her?” I asked him and he sighed in stress. He looked somewhere and I saw Sunny and Jessica coming together. Hyung Jun walked towards them and whispered something near Jessica’s ears. She nodded as she refused, but Hyung Jun gave his scary stare at her and she nodded her head.

              She walked towards me nervously and I saw Sunny and Hyung Jun walking away from us. I smiled as she walked towards me.

              “Hey Jessica, what’s up?” I asked her and she gave me a weak smile. Did she cry? I felt like she did and her eyes were red.

              “Hey Hyung Joong. How’s the wedding coming?” she asked me without facing me. I looked at her confusedly. Something is wrong and I know that.

              “It’s okay, we’re having it on this week Thursday, you’re coming right?” I asked her and she sniffled a little bit. I couldn’t help but worry about her.

              “Oh, this week you say? I’m so sorry. I don’t think I will be able to make it. I’m leaving to USA on this Thursday. I decided to take a break from everything for a while. Good luck with the wedding.” She said to me and started to walk away.

              I didn’t know what happened to me but I grabbed her hand as she started to walk. I was surprised to see myself holding her hands at that time.

              “Uhm, Jessica-sshi. Did something happen? Why are you leaving? Did someone say something at you?” I asked her and I heard the same sniffling weak chuckle she gave earlier.

              “Nothing happened! Everything is fine. Have a great life with Krystal.” She said to me and she didn’t face me even. I was surprised a lot.

              “Aren’t you gonna let me go?” she asked me again as I was wondering what happen to her. I gasped in shock and let her go.

              “Sorry, take care.” I said to her and started to sip some of the cappuccino. I saw her running all of a sudden. It was so not like her. She was the ice princess in SM entertainment. What happened to her?

              “What happened? Where is Jessica?” I heard Hyung Jun and Sunny shouting at me. I looked at them as they ran towards me.

              “Nothing happened; I don’t know where she is. She said goodbye and she left.” I said to them simply. They looked at each other and it made me feel awkward.

              “Did she say anything?” Sunny asked me and I nodded my head to say no. she sighed in stress and face palmed her.

              “What is going on? It’s making me uncomfortable. No wonder she is leaving.” I cried out as I saw them sitting there just thinking what to do next. Sunny gasped and looked at me as if I made a sin.

              “YOU ARE SO MEAN! JESSICA UNNIE LIKE YOU A LOT AND YOU JUST LET HER GO? SHE DIDN’T TELL YOU ANYTHING AND SHE IS LEAVING? GREAT, JUST GREAT. WHY DID SHE HAVE TO LIKE A GUY LIKE YOU AND THEN GET HURT?” she cried out at me and sat next to Hyung Jun.

              “Hyung Jun-ah, tell me it’s not the truth. She is lying isn’t she?” I asked him and he sighed as usual. No it can’t be true.

              “I’m sorry to say this but she really did love you. More than anyone. Krystal isn’t the one for you I think Hyung Joong. I think its Jessica.” He said to me and I felt like fainting. I ran away from them to find Jessica.

              I should know the truth. Did she like me? I meant come one, I’m just another boy that any girl can get over. But she, she is the ice prince.

              I walked toward my car and started the car to find her. I needed to find her. But I don’t know her number even. What am I going to do? I was hopeless.

Hey Seohyun-ah, it’s me Kim Hyung Joong oppa. Can I’ve Jessica’s number? Please, please text me the number. ~Hyung Joong~

              I texted to Seohyun who was also a very close friend of mine from girls generation, I had no other choice but to do this.

Sure oppa, but one thing.  Her phone had been switched off. She went with Sunny unnie to somewhere. I don’t know where she is even. But why are you finding Jessica unnie? Did something happen with Krystal? ~Seohyun~

              She replied me back and felt more hopeless. I had no other choice except find her. And I don’t know where the hell she would be.

Nothing bad happen. Just wanted to talk to her. Let me know when she comes home okay? See ya Seohyun-ah. ~Hyung Joong oppa~

              I replied back and slipped into the car. Restarting the car I drove it to the busy Seoul as it will be. I needed to find her to talk about this.

              This time I’m gonna find her and I will find out the truth about this matter. But do I love her? I loved Krystal. I don’t know what’s happening to me.

(Krystal’s POV)

              I walked into the living room where everyone was busy preparing for the wedding preparation. I saw Victoria unnie with her boy friend Nickhun.

              “Yah, you’re getting married before me. I envy you dongsaeng.” Victoria unnie pouted and I chuckled at them. Nickhun oppa and Victoria unnie can get married if only JYP entertainment give them permission.

              “It’s not my fault that I’m getting married before you. It’s Nickhun oppa’s fault.” I said to them and Merong them which made them pout more.

              “You’re so right Krystal. Nickhun oppa is the problem here.” Amber agreed with me and I high fived her.

              “Yea yea just be you guys and don’t be such a lazy bum after marrying.” Victoria said to me and it made laugh at them with the others.

              “I also want to get married, why can’t I get married now?” Luna complained as she walked towards the kitchen. I smiled and it made me happy a little bit. But not for long, I heard doorbell ring which made me looked at them bewildered.

              “Someone go and get it please.” Luna cried out and I stood up from my seat and walked towards the door.

             “I’ll get it.” I cried out as I got closed to the door. I opened it and I saw Jessica unnie. She was there all wet, and it’s true, it rained a lot.

             “UNNIE!” I cried out as I saw her there. She looked at me and gave a weak smile. All of a sudden, she fainted and fell right onto the doorstep.

             “LUNA UNNIE PLEASE COME OVER HERE, WITH NICKHUN.” I cried out and tried my best to get her inside. But she was a little bit heavy.

             “OH MY GOD! WHAT HAPPEN TO HER?” Luna cried out as she was in front of the door. I saw Nickhun there and he walked towards me.

             “Nickhun oppa, help me to get her inside please.” I said to him and he nodded his head unconsciously.

             “I don’t know what happen. She just came over and fainted right in front of me.” I said to Luna unnie and others and it made everyone worry.

Krystal, do you know where Jessica is? ~Hyung Joong oppa~

             I got a text from Hyung Joong oppa and it surprised me. He was finding Jessica unnie. I didn’t know what to say.

Yea, she is with me oppa. ~Krystal~

             I replied to his text and I didn’t get any texts anymore which made me surprise. Something was gonna happen and it’s bad.

(Kim Hyung Joong’s POV)

Yea, she is with me oppa. ~Krystal~

             After getting the reply to my text I drove my car to F(x) dorm as fast as I can. I needed to see Jessica.

             I slipped off from the car as I parked it in the F(x) parking lot, and ran towards the F(x) dorm. I rang the bell and it was opened by Krystal which made me surprise.

             “Where is Jessica?” I asked her and she didn’t reply to me. She walked out of the dorm right into the doorstep which made me more surprise.

             “Oppa let’s talk for a while.” She said to me and walked towards the parking lot which made me follow her automatically.

             “What is it Krystal?” I asked her and she looked worried and sad. What happen? Why was she sad? Did something bad happen to Jessica?

             “Oppa, the truth is I never loved you first. Unnie loved you more than I did. She was pissed when you told her that I was prettier than her and she got mad at me. When she knew that we were getting married she knew that I was taking revenge on her. When we were small, back then I had a boy that I liked in California and that boy liked Jessica. She dated him and he asked her out. I was mad at her and decided to take revenge on her. If I just can make everything right I would.” She said to me the whole story and I didn’t know what to say.

             “Krystal-ah.” I whispered her name and I saw her crying. She fell down to her kneels. So she played with me to get revenge from Jessica.

             “Oppa, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me.” she whispered as she cried. I looked at her unconsciously and felled down onto my knees as well. I hugged her and tried to comfort her.

             “Let’s go inside and talk to Jessica about this at least.” I said to her and she nodded her head nervously.

             “Hey Nickhun, is she awake?” I asked as he opened the door. I had my jacket on Krystal’s shoulder and Nickhun grinned at me.

             “Jess is awake and she is drinking some tea with Victoria.” He said as he led us inside. I gave them a smile just to let them know everything is okay.

             “Vic please leave us alone for a while.” I said as I entered the kitchen. Vic and Jess looked at us surprised and shocked.

             “Uhm okay, I’ll be back in a while okay.” She said to Jess and Jess smiled at her. What I know is she is not completely fine. She can never be healed.

             “What do you wanna talk about Krystal?” she asked as she sat next to her. Krystal burst into tears and it surprised Jess more.

             “Unnie, I’m sorry. I was a bitch, I wanted to take revenge from you because Ken asked you out while we were studying in California. Unnie I’m so sorry. We decided to call of the marriage as well. I know you love him a lot. Unnie you do right?” she went straight to the point which made her shock.

             “Krystal, why did you call of the marriage? You can’t do that. If you want me to be happy, be with him. Please make him smile for me again, the way you did before. He loves you a lot.” Jess replied to Krystal and smiled at me.

             “B…B…But Jess she doesn’t love me. So what can we do?” I cried out and she shushed me. Jess comforted me by giving me a hug and looked at me.

             “Hyung Joong oppa, I know you better than anyone. Also I know my own sister better than you. She does love you more than Me.” she said to me as she gave a teary wink which made me smile.

             “Really?” I asked her and she nodded her head and brought me close to Krystal. I couldn’t help but hug her, and which made me happy was she hugged me back.

             Jessica walked away from us and I made her stop by grabbing her hand. I looked at her and mouth ‘thank you’. She smiled and nodded her head.

(At the wedding day)

(Jessica’s POV)

             “Unnie, I’m going to get late.” Krystal screamed as we walked into the car. I flinched at her screaming. She is always screaming and squealing, which always makes me annoy.

             “Yah, if you squeal or scream one more time, you’re wedding will be more like a funeral.” I cried out at her and she looked at me scared. I grinned at her and she grinned at me back.

             “Do you think we’ll be there on time?” she asked me and I gave her a thumbs up as we were close to the place.

             “We’re here!” I announced as I helped her get out of the car. I waited near the door as she got inside by the help of Luna and the other F(x) members.

             “Unnie.” She turns around and called out for me. I gave her thumbs up and walked away from the ceremony.

             The truth is I still love him and it hurts when he is marrying my sister. I walked away and hid behind the curtains of the makeup room. I smiled through the tears as I walked out from that building.

             “Hey, there you’re. Aren’t you coming in?” I heard Kim Hyung Joong oppa seeing me. It made me Surprise and happy. Also at the same time a little bit sad.

             “Oh hey Hyung Joong oppa, yea well I can’t. Because I have a flight to catch up, so see ya and congratulations.” I said to him and turn around to my tears from him.

             “You, Jess you still love me don’t you. Why did you do that then?” he asked me and it made me speechless.

             “I want my sister to be happy. I did date Ken because I wanted to make my sister sad. We were spoiled little brats at that time I guess. But now I want her to be happy, when she can. Bye I should be leaving.” I said to him with a little chuckle and walked away from him.

             It’s true, I still love him. Because of him I don’t think I can ever fall in love with someone again. I love him a lot. He was the first person who made me this crazier. I love you Kim Hyung Joong oppa.

(Kim Hyung Joong’s POV)

             I watched her walk away. I just hope nothing bad will happen to her. I feel like she is the prettiest one now. Noona was right; a person can also be pretty inside but not outside. And she is one of a kind who is pretty inside even thought she isn’t pretty outside.

             “What’re you doing here oppa? Let’s get inside.” Krystal cried out and it made me run towards Krystal, but I turn around once and looked at Jessica walking away.

             ‘Jess, be safe and take very good care. I hope you’ll find love like we did.’ I thought as I smiled at her. I just hope that she won’t do anything stupid.

             “Yea, let’s get going.” I said to her and walked into the wedding hall. I smiled and looked around. But I wanted one person here with me. Jessica, I think I fell for you. Thank you, but you’re pretty too.