(Hara’s POV)
I walked into the baby room with my 6 month baby girl. “Cha, let’s go to sleep shall we? Mommy is pretty tired.” I talked to my baby and she giggled to my voice. I smiled to myself as I kept her on the bed.
Kim Jieun, she represents no one but her daddy. Kim Yunho, the person who I had to marry not with love but it was an arranged marriage. I sighed as I walked towards the baby closet, to take her pajamas.
I put it on her and took her into my arms and sang a lullaby Yunho used to sing when he get bored. “Sorry baby girl. Daddy loves you a lot but still he is very busy. He can never be angry with you. You’re his baby princess girl.” I whispered to her as I kissed her on the forehead.
I didn’t want her to sleep alone so I took her to our room and I kept her on the bed. I took my phone and put it onto ringtone and laid myself next to her. Not any longer I fell asleep next to her while I cuddled her.
(Yunho’s POV)
“Hyung, aren’t you going home?” Minhyuk asked me and as I kept on going through the papers Shin Hye gave me. “Hhm, I need to finish this before tomorrow.” I replied to him while continuing to go through the papers. I heard Minhyuk sighing loudly.
All of a sudden he grabbed the papers from my hand. I looked at him giving my ‘What the hell?’ look. “Hyung, you’ve a family to look after. Please go home. I’ll take care of these.” Minhyuk said to me as he made me stood up from the chair.
I sighed as I stood up from the chair. I grabbed my coat and walked out of the office. I walked towards the elevator and pressed the ‘G’ button to go downstairs. I grabbed my car keys from my pockets and walked towards the parking lawn.
I slipped into the driving seat and started the car. ‘She doesn’t love me even. And I have been so rude to her. She isn’t important for me anymore.’ I thought as I drove the car to my house.
Since my house wasn’t far from home it didn’t take that long for me to drive it home. I stepped out of the car and walked towards the house. I wrote the pin and I walked into the house. “I’m home.” I said to the empty house and I was welcomed by the silence.
‘Maybe she is asleep.’ I thought as I walked towards the staircase. I walked towards our room and opened it slowly not to make any noise. I saw two angels sleeping peacefully. I saw Hara cuddling with our baby girl. Yea, that’s right. Our baby girl.
I walked towards the bed and sat next to the baby girl. I took her into my arms and gave a kiss on her forehead. I looked at Hara and smiled to myself. ‘Little Jieun’s sleeping habit is just like her mommy.’ I thought as I let out a small chuckle. I stood up and heard Hara speaking.
“Please, Yunho ah. Don’t take her away from me. Please don’t.” I heard mumbling in her sleep and saw a tear falling from her eyes. I looked at her in surprise. I sat next to her and kept the baby next to her. I wiped the tears and gave a kiss on her forehead.
She opened her eyes slowly. She sat on the bed and I looked away. “Sorry.” I mumbled and it made her look away from me. I stood up and took Jieun into my hands. “Where are you going?” she asked me quietly. I turned towards her and smiled at her warmly. “To her room.” I replied to her and walked out of the room.
I kept the sleeping baby on her bed and a book caught my eyes. It was on a small table. I took it and opened to the first page.
Dear baby
Mommy is so excited. I can’t wait to see you baby. Daddy doesn’t know about you yet. But I know he will be really happy to know about it. Even mommy is so excited. Baby I love you so much.
I flipped the pages and saw an ultra scan picture. It was the picture she was trying to show me but I ignored her.
(Flashback started)
“Please, just once Yunho ah.” She kept on making me annoy her. “When I say I don’t want to just stop it okay?” I cried out at her but she kept on nagging me.
I got so mad at her and pushed her and she fell onto the ground. A vase nearby fell next to her and it hurted her neck. She kept on crying and was touching her stomach. ‘Is she pregnant?’ I thought and I heard my grandmother’s screaming.
“YAH KIM YUNHO. WHAT DID YOU DO?” grandma screamed and ran towards her. “Call an ambulance Nanny.” Grandma cried out and I looked at them surprised.
(Flashback ended)
Dear baby
Finally mommy knew which gender you’re. Mommy is so happy to know that you’re girl. Finally you’ll be daddy’s little princess. Mommy can’t wait to see you soon.
Finally a tear fell onto the book. I closed the book and hugged it close to me. I looked at the sleeping little princess of mine. “I’m sorry my little princess. Daddy had been ignoring you.” I whispered as I caressed her hair.
(Hara’s POV)
I hid behind the door and saw him caressing our daughter. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I walked into the room and stood beside him. I kept my hand on his shoulder and it made me smile.
“Hara ah.” He whispered and it made me smile. I never smiled in my entire married life. He made me smile and no one can ever make me smile. “Yunho ah, I’m sure our-” he cut my words by kissing me. Not just any kiss. It was a kiss I will always perish forever.
Slowly I pulled away from him. He hugged me and cried on my shoulder. “Hara ah, I’m sorry for being a bad husband. I’m sorry for being a bad father. I’m sor-” I pulled away from him and put one of my fingers on his mouth.
“Don’t. Don’t be sorry. I waited for this day for a long time. Thank you so much Yunho ah.” I replied to him as I hugged him. I laid my head on his chest. I smiled as he hugged me back. I can never forget him. It’s because I love him a love.
He is someone I loved for real but we both were in an arranged marriage. “Never forget me.” he whispered near my ears. “I can never forget you.” I whispered back and it made me smile. We both kept on staring at our little princess and walked out of the room.
I am a kpop fan.. Writes fanfics as well as stories.. An idea by my sweet sister... =) LOVES KPOP ALOT Will give an update almost everyday i am free.. =)
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Monday, March 25, 2013
Oops, i fell in love with you
Oops i fell in love with you
(Gina's pov)
I stood up from the bed and looked around. It was so quiet and unusual then other times. 'Did they leave after that stupid party?' i thought as i stood up from the bed
I walked towards the door to go downstairs but some kind of a note caught my eyes. I walked towards the dressing table and snatch the paper from the mirror.
~thanks for last night. It was amazing~ Doo Joon
'What? What happened last night?' i thought frantically asi threw the paper onto the floor. I ran downstairs and almost fell onto the floor but was saved by someone
"Knew you would be like that." i heard his perfect voice. I looked at him and he chuckled at me. "What did we do last night?" i asked him and he smiled at me.
"Perfectly nothing." he said to me and kissed me on the top of my nose. I looked at him surprised as he walked towards the kitchen. "Unnie you woke up?" HyunA cried out the moment she saw me.
I threw a fake smile as i sat on one of the empty stools. I kept on staring at Doo Joon trying to figure out what happened last night. All i remember was we all were celebrating and almost everyone was drunk.
"Oh,let's go to the amusement park today." kikwang cried out while we were eating. I almost spit out the drink i had in my mouth. "Good idea, whose up to it?" Jiyoon asked me and i looked at her unbelieveably.
"I'm in." Doo Joon raised his hand i raised one of my eyebrows at him. "what? It's gonna be fun." he whispered to me and i gave him a fake smile sarcastically.
"Yes, Doo Joon your my man i tell ya." Ki kwang cried out and it made everyone laugh. "Ah, stuck with you guys again i guess." i mumbled to myself and ate my breakfast quietly.
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"I feel like killing you all." i said to Jiyoon as i picked a dress and a white jacket. She giggled like a girl
(Gina's pov)
I stood up from the bed and looked around. It was so quiet and unusual then other times. 'Did they leave after that stupid party?' i thought as i stood up from the bed
I walked towards the door to go downstairs but some kind of a note caught my eyes. I walked towards the dressing table and snatch the paper from the mirror.
~thanks for last night. It was amazing~ Doo Joon
'What? What happened last night?' i thought frantically asi threw the paper onto the floor. I ran downstairs and almost fell onto the floor but was saved by someone
"Knew you would be like that." i heard his perfect voice. I looked at him and he chuckled at me. "What did we do last night?" i asked him and he smiled at me.
"Perfectly nothing." he said to me and kissed me on the top of my nose. I looked at him surprised as he walked towards the kitchen. "Unnie you woke up?" HyunA cried out the moment she saw me.
I threw a fake smile as i sat on one of the empty stools. I kept on staring at Doo Joon trying to figure out what happened last night. All i remember was we all were celebrating and almost everyone was drunk.
"Oh,let's go to the amusement park today." kikwang cried out while we were eating. I almost spit out the drink i had in my mouth. "Good idea, whose up to it?" Jiyoon asked me and i looked at her unbelieveably.
"I'm in." Doo Joon raised his hand i raised one of my eyebrows at him. "what? It's gonna be fun." he whispered to me and i gave him a fake smile sarcastically.
"Yes, Doo Joon your my man i tell ya." Ki kwang cried out and it made everyone laugh. "Ah, stuck with you guys again i guess." i mumbled to myself and ate my breakfast quietly.
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"I feel like killing you all." i said to Jiyoon as i picked a dress and a white jacket. She giggled like a girl
Friday, March 15, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
My Posters for the stories i am writing currently
I know this is wierd but i just want some of the advice in posters! Mostly suggestions!!
Okay here goes:
This is for Mystery love
Starring: Minhyuk and Eun Soo
Okay here goes:
This is for Mystery love
Starring: Minhyuk and Eun Soo
Friday, March 8, 2013
Secret love
(Its a secret)
*Zoe's POV*
"Zoe!" i turned around to see who it was as i walked out of the collage campus. "Oh Taemin ah, whats wrong?" i smiled as i saw him. He stopped infront of me and brushed his hand behind his neck nervously.
"I uh, uhm can we, will you, i meant, aish!" he started to stutter and it made me chuckle. "do you need some help?" i asked him. "yes, are you free tonight?" he blurted out and my eyes got widen
"urgh sure why not?" i said to him and he relaxed. "great meet me at 8 at the backyard of the collage. There will be an dea house. Meet me there." he said to me and waved me goodbye
"what did just happen?" i asked myself and chuckled. 'aish maybe he wants to confess. No zoe get real, he doesn't love you even. He just consider me as a friend.' i thought to myself and kept on scolding at my stupidness. I walked into the beautiful city of Tokyo smiling to myself
I walked towards the bus-stop and sat on the bench. I looked around and spotted a couple together. I sighed to myself. "i want to confess him but i am too scared" i mumbled to myself
"i got you now, yuki" someone cried out behind my ears and hugged me. I let out a shriek and struggled to get out from the strong embrace. I stood up as he let go of me and i saw a familiar confused face.
"Zoe?" "Yunho?" we both whispered our names awkwardly. "oppa" i heard another voice and she ran to him giggling. "you couldn't find me even. Oh don't tell me? You saw her and thought it was me?" the girl said as she looked at me.
"who is she?" i mumbled to myself. "uhm i am sorry miss. Lets go oppa." she said to me and grabbed Yunho's hand. Yunho gave me one last look before leaving.
'Yunho ah do you hate me that much?' i thought to myself sadly as i walked towards the bus
'I am sorry Yunho oppa, i made you like this.' i thought to myself as i looked them walking away.
*Taemin's POV*
"Key hyung put these candles at the entrance okay?" i said to him as i passed him some candles. He walked towards Jonghyun hyung and started to work.
"Yah Onew hyung, since when did i say i'll help him?" Jonghyun Hyung started to whine and it made me laugh. "since you owe a favor to me hyung!" i sang out and i saw Jonghyun hyung scowled at me. "true, so true Jonghyun ah." Onew hyung replied with a chuckle.
"Aish, fine. I owe you one, happy taeminnie?" Jonghyun hyung said to me with a pout. I nodded my head hiding a smile but inside i was ready to burst out laughing
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"Taeminnie, wanna go out and eat something?" key hyung asked me. "no thanks, hyung. Not hungry. Enjoy meal okay?" i replied to him without turning around to face him. I heard an okay from him.
"Perfect! Now i hope i can confess" i said to myself as i looked around. It was almost night time. I was waiting for the perfect time, when someone ran into the room i was standing. "oof!" she bumped into me and fell onto the fell
"are you alright?" i asked her as i offered her to help. She was already crying and it can be seen from her red bloppy eyes. "hey you alright?" i asked her as i kneeled in front of her. She looked away from me and tears started to form in her eyes
"sorry to disturb. I'll take my leave." she whispered and it made me widen my eyes. 'who is she?' i thought. She stood up without the help of me and walked out of the room. I wanted to run out and ask her to wait but i knew i needed to get ready soon enough.
"who was she?" i murmered to myself and sat on a couch in the room and closed my eyes. "is anybody here?" i heard a manly voice inside the room. I opened my eyes and stood up from the couch.
"Yunho hyung?" i cried out as he approached into the room. "whoa, whats all these?" he asked me teasingly. I shrugged and offered him to sit. "so who is the lucky girl?" he asked me and i smiled. "she is a half japanease half american. Her name is Zoe. She is amazing hyung. Just the type of guy i would like to be with." i said to him and i saw his smile fading slowly.
"oh congrats taeminnie, our taeminnie had been stolen by someone right?" Yunho hyung teased me and it made me laugh. "not just any someone. Just that special girl i waited for a while." i replied to him dreamly. "eii get a room would you?" he said to me with a groan
"whatever happens, i will confess her" i said to him and he smiled to me. "goodluck! FIGHTING OKAY?" Yunho hyung cried out before leaving the room. I nodded my head. "time for action" i mumbled to myself as i took my phone from my pocket.
~meet me around 7. Change of time. See ya at 7.~ *taeminnie*
I kept the phone on the table and sat at the couch. I am waiting for you, only you.
*Zoe's POV*
~meet me around 7. Change of time. See ya at 7.~ *taeminnie
I recieved the text from taemin while i was eating with my family. I gasped and everyone looked at me. "what is it zoe?" mom asked me as i stood up. "i need to go out, for a while." i said to them and everyone was shocked. "but where dear?" mom asked me as she walked me towards the doorstep.
"it won't take that long mom, i promise. Eat okay?" i said to her and kissed her cheeks before leaving. I ran towards the main road and took a taxi to the collage campus.
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I walked out of the car and ran into the backyard of the collage campus. 'where is everyone?' i wondered as i walked into the backyard. There were candles and i saw some people having fun. "hey zoe you need to have a candle. What would be the color?" baekhyun asked me and i looked at him shocked.
"uhm red?" i said to him unsurely and he grinned at me. "here you go. Go into the house. No one is in there except taemin. Goodluck" he said to me as he passed the red candle into my hand. "sure thanks." i said to him as i walked into the house
"taeminnie?" i cried out into the empty house and i felt someone's breath on my neck. "missed me?" he asked me. "taemin." i whispered and turn around to hug him. (A/N: i know wierd right? Lolx)
"were you scared?" he asked me as i pulled away from his embrace. I nodded my head. He grabbed my hand and walked me towards the staircase. He leaded me to a big balcony.
"stay here, i will be back with a candle." he said to me and i nodded my head. After a few minutes he came back with a white candle in his hand. He let the flame on my candle and smiled at me.
"do you know what red means?" he asked me. I shook my head. "it means 'love' white means 'unite' so together it means 'love will unite' now you know, right?" he asked me and god i was blushing furiously.
"zoe" "taemin" we both spoke at the same time and it made both of us laugh. "ladies first?" he suggested and i shook my head. "why don't you tell me?" i replied to him and he nodded.
Out of the blue he kneeled in front of me with the candle in his hand.
"Zoe, would you accept me as your stupid boyfriend?" he blurted out and it made me blush. I stared at him and then smiled. "i uh i uh i do." i said to him and he grabbed me into his arms. He hugged me and it made me smile. "i love you zoe." he whispered near my ears and it made me smile
"i uh i love you too." i whispered nead his ears too. "whoa thats too romantic, taemin is finally a man, so cute." we heard alot of people whispering and i tried to break away from his embrace
He made me stop.
\ "let them talk about us. They'll leave in a while. Let's stay like this for a while." he said to me quietly and it made me smile. I hugged him tightly. "of course you're right. Love you so much taemin" i replied to him..
*Zoe's POV*
"Zoe!" i turned around to see who it was as i walked out of the collage campus. "Oh Taemin ah, whats wrong?" i smiled as i saw him. He stopped infront of me and brushed his hand behind his neck nervously.
"I uh, uhm can we, will you, i meant, aish!" he started to stutter and it made me chuckle. "do you need some help?" i asked him. "yes, are you free tonight?" he blurted out and my eyes got widen
"urgh sure why not?" i said to him and he relaxed. "great meet me at 8 at the backyard of the collage. There will be an dea house. Meet me there." he said to me and waved me goodbye
"what did just happen?" i asked myself and chuckled. 'aish maybe he wants to confess. No zoe get real, he doesn't love you even. He just consider me as a friend.' i thought to myself and kept on scolding at my stupidness. I walked into the beautiful city of Tokyo smiling to myself
I walked towards the bus-stop and sat on the bench. I looked around and spotted a couple together. I sighed to myself. "i want to confess him but i am too scared" i mumbled to myself
"i got you now, yuki" someone cried out behind my ears and hugged me. I let out a shriek and struggled to get out from the strong embrace. I stood up as he let go of me and i saw a familiar confused face.
"Zoe?" "Yunho?" we both whispered our names awkwardly. "oppa" i heard another voice and she ran to him giggling. "you couldn't find me even. Oh don't tell me? You saw her and thought it was me?" the girl said as she looked at me.
"who is she?" i mumbled to myself. "uhm i am sorry miss. Lets go oppa." she said to me and grabbed Yunho's hand. Yunho gave me one last look before leaving.
'Yunho ah do you hate me that much?' i thought to myself sadly as i walked towards the bus
'I am sorry Yunho oppa, i made you like this.' i thought to myself as i looked them walking away.
*Taemin's POV*
"Key hyung put these candles at the entrance okay?" i said to him as i passed him some candles. He walked towards Jonghyun hyung and started to work.
"Yah Onew hyung, since when did i say i'll help him?" Jonghyun Hyung started to whine and it made me laugh. "since you owe a favor to me hyung!" i sang out and i saw Jonghyun hyung scowled at me. "true, so true Jonghyun ah." Onew hyung replied with a chuckle.
"Aish, fine. I owe you one, happy taeminnie?" Jonghyun hyung said to me with a pout. I nodded my head hiding a smile but inside i was ready to burst out laughing
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"Taeminnie, wanna go out and eat something?" key hyung asked me. "no thanks, hyung. Not hungry. Enjoy meal okay?" i replied to him without turning around to face him. I heard an okay from him.
"Perfect! Now i hope i can confess" i said to myself as i looked around. It was almost night time. I was waiting for the perfect time, when someone ran into the room i was standing. "oof!" she bumped into me and fell onto the fell
"are you alright?" i asked her as i offered her to help. She was already crying and it can be seen from her red bloppy eyes. "hey you alright?" i asked her as i kneeled in front of her. She looked away from me and tears started to form in her eyes
"sorry to disturb. I'll take my leave." she whispered and it made me widen my eyes. 'who is she?' i thought. She stood up without the help of me and walked out of the room. I wanted to run out and ask her to wait but i knew i needed to get ready soon enough.
"who was she?" i murmered to myself and sat on a couch in the room and closed my eyes. "is anybody here?" i heard a manly voice inside the room. I opened my eyes and stood up from the couch.
"Yunho hyung?" i cried out as he approached into the room. "whoa, whats all these?" he asked me teasingly. I shrugged and offered him to sit. "so who is the lucky girl?" he asked me and i smiled. "she is a half japanease half american. Her name is Zoe. She is amazing hyung. Just the type of guy i would like to be with." i said to him and i saw his smile fading slowly.
"oh congrats taeminnie, our taeminnie had been stolen by someone right?" Yunho hyung teased me and it made me laugh. "not just any someone. Just that special girl i waited for a while." i replied to him dreamly. "eii get a room would you?" he said to me with a groan
"whatever happens, i will confess her" i said to him and he smiled to me. "goodluck! FIGHTING OKAY?" Yunho hyung cried out before leaving the room. I nodded my head. "time for action" i mumbled to myself as i took my phone from my pocket.
~meet me around 7. Change of time. See ya at 7.~ *taeminnie*
I kept the phone on the table and sat at the couch. I am waiting for you, only you.
*Zoe's POV*
~meet me around 7. Change of time. See ya at 7.~ *taeminnie
I recieved the text from taemin while i was eating with my family. I gasped and everyone looked at me. "what is it zoe?" mom asked me as i stood up. "i need to go out, for a while." i said to them and everyone was shocked. "but where dear?" mom asked me as she walked me towards the doorstep.
"it won't take that long mom, i promise. Eat okay?" i said to her and kissed her cheeks before leaving. I ran towards the main road and took a taxi to the collage campus.
***********************
I walked out of the car and ran into the backyard of the collage campus. 'where is everyone?' i wondered as i walked into the backyard. There were candles and i saw some people having fun. "hey zoe you need to have a candle. What would be the color?" baekhyun asked me and i looked at him shocked.
"uhm red?" i said to him unsurely and he grinned at me. "here you go. Go into the house. No one is in there except taemin. Goodluck" he said to me as he passed the red candle into my hand. "sure thanks." i said to him as i walked into the house
"taeminnie?" i cried out into the empty house and i felt someone's breath on my neck. "missed me?" he asked me. "taemin." i whispered and turn around to hug him. (A/N: i know wierd right? Lolx)
"were you scared?" he asked me as i pulled away from his embrace. I nodded my head. He grabbed my hand and walked me towards the staircase. He leaded me to a big balcony.
"stay here, i will be back with a candle." he said to me and i nodded my head. After a few minutes he came back with a white candle in his hand. He let the flame on my candle and smiled at me.
"do you know what red means?" he asked me. I shook my head. "it means 'love' white means 'unite' so together it means 'love will unite' now you know, right?" he asked me and god i was blushing furiously.
"zoe" "taemin" we both spoke at the same time and it made both of us laugh. "ladies first?" he suggested and i shook my head. "why don't you tell me?" i replied to him and he nodded.
Out of the blue he kneeled in front of me with the candle in his hand.
"Zoe, would you accept me as your stupid boyfriend?" he blurted out and it made me blush. I stared at him and then smiled. "i uh i uh i do." i said to him and he grabbed me into his arms. He hugged me and it made me smile. "i love you zoe." he whispered near my ears and it made me smile
"i uh i love you too." i whispered nead his ears too. "whoa thats too romantic, taemin is finally a man, so cute." we heard alot of people whispering and i tried to break away from his embrace
He made me stop.
\ "let them talk about us. They'll leave in a while. Let's stay like this for a while." he said to me quietly and it made me smile. I hugged him tightly. "of course you're right. Love you so much taemin" i replied to him..
Last Kiss
(Hye
Mi’s POV)
I
looked worriedly at the lifeless Minho, who was in a coma for more than 2
weeks. I was in the room with the SHINee members. We all were worried about
him. It all happened because of me. I looked at Key oppa who was sitting on the
couch.
“How
many days is it going to take?” key oppa asked the doctor as he walked into the
room. The doctor sighed and looked at Minho.
“It
depends. It can take 2 weeks, months or years even.” he replied to him and Key
sighed in stress. I couldn’t help, I gasped in fear and sniffled a little bit.
Taemin passed me a tissue to clear the tears in my eyes.
Jonghyun oppa came towards me and sat next to me. He took my hand and
holds it tightly and patted my back.
“Oppa.”
I mumbled to myself as I looked towards Minho. I won’t give up on him, it will
never happen. I will be with him till the end.
Sunny
and Jessica unnie walked into the room and saw Minho there. Sunny walked
towards me and I automatically stood up and hugged her. She hugged me back to
comfort me.
“Let’s
go out for a while, we can eat and then come back. You haven’t eaten anything
for a long time honey. Let’s go eat something and come okay?” Sunny unnie asked
me and I looked towards Jonghyun oppa.
“Go,
eat and come. Right now isn’t the time for you to get sick as well. Go.” He
said to me as he walked towards me and gave a little push towards the door. I was
a little sad to go but they were right. I should eat at a time like this.
We went
to a nearby restaurant and I asked Sunny unnie that I wanted a coffee and
nothing else then that.
“Yah,
Hye Mi-ah, you’re getting thin day by day. Eat something please.” Jessica cried
out at me. I looked away from her and she was sad to see me like this.
“Hye
Mi-ah, what happened actually?” Sunny asked me and I kept staring at her. I
felt like the whole past was again reminded in front of me.
(FLASHBACK
STARTED)
“Hye
Mi-ah I’m sorry. We can’t go on this way. How can we always hide and sneak here
and there. No way. I can’t do this. Let’s break up.” I heard Minho saying it to
me. I looked up from the menu I was reading and stared at him.
“What?
Break up? Oppa, you just announced your relationship and you’re breaking up
with me? What did I do oppa? I want you.” I said to him quietly. He frowned at
me and stood up from his seat.
“Let’s
stop seeing each other from today onwards. I can just take back the statement
about our relation. We can’t just sneak here and there always. I’m sorry Hye
Mi-ah.” He said to me and left me there in the restaurant.
I
waited for the tears to come, and it did. I wiped away the tears and walked out
of the restaurant into the streets. The streets of Seoul were always busy as
usual. It was around 5 pm in the evening.
I
didn’t look for the traffic lights when I walked to the other side of the road.
That’s when I screamed when I saw the car coming towards me. I screamed but I
was saved by someone. He threw me aside and let him be in danger.
After
the accident I stood up from my place and I saw a commotion near the accident
site. I walked towards there, and I was trembling with fear. There I saw,
lifeless body of Minho oppa.
“OPPA!”
I screamed and ran towards him. Blood oozed from his body non-stop. I was
shocked. I didn’t know what to do.
“Yah,
call for the ambulance quickly.” I cried out to a person who was there staring
at me. I kept his head on my lap and I cried out for him. He endangered his
life for me even. Why did he do that?
The
ambulance came in like 15 minutes later. They carried him and took him into the
emergency room. His condition was very complicated at that time.
“We
need to make a quick surgery of him! Please fill the form as a guardian.” The
doctor asked me as he handed me a form. I took the form and filled it.
I took
my phone and called to the SHINee members and told them where Minho oppa was.
They were shocked and told me that they’ll come soon.
“Hye
Mi-ah.” I heard someone calling out to me. I turned around and saw SHINee
oppa’s. I ran towards them and Jonghyun oppa hugged me to comfort me. I
couldn’t help but tried my best not to cry.
“What’s
wrong doctor?” Key oppa walked towards the doctor and asked him. He looked
disappointed about something. I got worried and I saw Key oppa regretting
something’s.
“Hye
Mi-ah, Minho is in a coma.” Key oppa said to me in shock. I couldn’t help but
cry harder. I hit his chest and he hugged me to stop me hitting him.
“You’re
lying. He is fine. You’re just lying.” I cried out at him and fell down onto my
knees. It’s my fault. I should have just left him quietly.
“That’s
what had happened. He saved me from that car. I should have been in coma, not
him.” I said as I let the tears fell onto my cheeks.
“Don’t
cry, Minho really did love you. Just be with him till the end. Be on his side
forever.” Sunny said to me as she patted my back. I nodded my head and smiled a
little bit.
All of
a sudden Sunny unnie’s phone started to ring. I looked at the window and she
smiled at me and excused her.
“So,
Hye Mi-ah are you gonna leave Minho when he gets better?” Jessica unnie asked
me and I gave a weak smile.
“I will
be with him forever, but in my heart I guess. He don’t want me anymore.” I said
to her and she looked at me with a sympathetic smile.
“Guys,
guess what? Minho oppa has woken up from the coma.” Sunny ran to us and
exclaimed with happiness. I got a shock and I looked at Jessica and she smiled
at me. We ran to the hospital and ran towards the room where he was admitted.
“You
guys go in! I don’t think I should go.” I said to them quietly. They looked at
each other and grabbed my hand.
“You’re
gonna come with us.” Sunny unnie said to me and dragged me inside. I saw Minho
looking at us and I tried my best not to make eye-contact.
“Oppa,
you woke up. How are you feeling?” Sunny dragged me near Minho and I couldn’t
help but fight the tears that was gonna spill in any minute. Minho looked at
her and smiled.
“I’m
feeling better, but can you all give me some time with Hye Mi-ah?” Minho asked
quietly which made me look at him. Sunny looked at me and gave a smile. I
smiled at her back and sat next to Minho on the bed.
“Hye
Mi-ah, I’m sorry for making you worry.” Minho said to me as he held my hand. I
looked at the floor not wanting to look at him. I thought if I look at him I might
cry so I decided not to look at him.
“Hye
Mi-ah, aren’t you gonna look at me? I had no other choice but to break up with
you. Please forgive me and move on. I’m not the right guy for you. That’s why
I’m asking you please do it for Me.” he said to me and I fighted back my tears.
“It’s
okay, just be happy. That’s what I want. Remember I’ll always be there for you.
Always.” I said to him after gulping some air. He looked at me surprised and I
gave him a smile through my tears.
“Goodbye Minho oppa, I can never forget you. I love you.” I said to him
and he grabbed my hand as I stood up to leave.
He
grabbed me close to him and gave me our last kiss passionately. I tried my best
not to cry and walked away after the kiss.
(FLASHBACK ENDED)
(1
year later)
“SHINee’s
charismatic member Minho has decided to be on a short break and the SHINee
members left to Japan without our charismatic member. What is going on with our
Charismatic member? Is he gonna give up on his career?” I heard the
announcer of KBS channel announcing. I smiled a little bit.
“Oppa,
why did you do that? Go on with your career. I will always love you” I mumbled
to myself and wiped my tears. All of a sudden I heard the doorbell ring which
made me stood up. I walked toward the door and opened it without knowing who
was there.
“Do you
always open your door like that still?” I heard a familiar voice which made me
stumble back in surprise. That guy had his jacket hood on his head. I looked at
him in surprise.
“Who is it?” I asked him quietly and
Minho only knows about it. He chuckled at me and took the hood from his face. I
gasped in surprise.
“Aren’t
you gonna let me in after knowing who I’m?” he asked me and I looked at him in
surprise. I lead him inside and he hugged me behind as I was in front of him. I
gave a surprised squeal.
“Oppa!”
I whispered. He hugged me like he will never get to hug me again. I felt like
crying. I just heard about his news and now this?
“Shh, don’t talk. I want to stay like this forever. I love you Hye Mi-ah, now I know how much I love you.” He said to me and I kept quiet.
“Shh, don’t talk. I want to stay like this forever. I love you Hye Mi-ah, now I know how much I love you.” He said to me and I kept quiet.
He turn
me around to face him and kissed me passionately. I couldn’t help it. I thought
the last kiss will be after out break up. But I’m always gonna have a kiss.
Every day, I hope.
“Oppa,
I love you too.” I said to him and hugged him back.
Wipe the tears (One shot)
It’s
nothing without you, I want you back
(Seohyun’s
POV)
It was 2
weeks before our wedding. I just can’t wait to get married. I love Yonghwa oppa
a lot, and I think this is called love.
“Seohyun-ah shall we go and check the wedding dresses today?” Sunny
unnie asked me as I saw on the floor after a tiring practice. I smiled at the
word ‘wedding dresses’. I nodded my head to say yes.
“Unnie,
why don’t we ask Manager Kim to give us a break, we’ll come back on October.” I
asked Taeyeon unnie and she gave me her mischievous smile.
“Don’t
tell me. You need a honeymoon weekend don’t you? Yea I shall ask you, but do
you think Yonghwa will get it.” She asked me and I shrugged. I don’t know
anything about it. Yonghwa is too bys for the preparations sometimes.
“Let’s
get going, I want to try the wedding dresses.” Sunny unnie cried out and
Jessica groaned as if she was in pain.
“Unnie
what’s wrong?” I asked her and she smiled at me. I know how she feels. She lost
with her little sister and Kim Hyung Joong is Krystal’s person.
“Well,
nothing. I just didn’t want to come back and Sunny made me come. I hate it.”
she said and I gave her a weak chuckle. I grabbed my bag and walked out of the
dance studio the last.
‘Am I
that lucky?’ I thought as I walked out of the door. I just wish that Yonghwa
oppa was here to give me a hug.
“I think
your wish came true right Seohyun.” I felt like someone read my mind because
someone I know back hugged me.
“Yonghwa
oppa?” I asked her and he kissed me on the cheek which made me chuckle. It was
him. I just can’t believe that he was here even.
“Oppa you’re here. What are you doing?” I
asked him and he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. He smiled and
looked around.
“Won’t I
be here to meet my princess? I came to see you love. I missed you that’s why.”
He said to me and kissed me on the forehead.
“So this
was a plan of Minhyuk isn’t it?” I asked him and he looked at me with shocked
eyes and tried to hide them.
“As if,
that person is too busy chasing Luna. I don’t know why he likes her.” He said
to make me smile. I grinned at him and walked a little bit away from him
dragged 3 other people who was hiding and watching us with sneaky smiles.
“Then
who are these oppa?” I asked him in a matter-of-factly which made him looked at
me in surprise.
“Yah
Jonghyun, Jungshin and you Minhyuk you all are so dead.” He came running to
them and chased them away from us and from the SM building I think.
I
laughed until my stomach hurt and it was so much fun to see him like that. He
turns around to see me and smiled.
“I’m
glad that you had fun. It’s great to see you smile always.” He said to me as he
came closer to me. I thought he was gonna kiss me. I felt like I was butterfly
who needed pollen always.
“Seohyun what are you doing here?” I
heard Taeyeon unnie calling out for me near the elevator. It made Yonghwa
chuckle in fun. I scowled and turn around to see Taeyeon walking towards us
“Yah,
Yonghwa she needs to see the wedding dresses. Aren’t you gonna come with your
pretty wife to the shop?” she asked him and I looked at him with my puppy face.
“Ah,
wedding dresses. I should go then. Let’s go.” He said as he kept his hand on my
shoulder. I squealed and walked with Taeyeon and Yonghwa together.
(At
the shop)
(Shin
Hye’s POV)
I
slumped myself onto the couch after a long boring day of helping the customer.
I just hoped no more customers will come today.
“Excuse
me, is anyone here?” I heard someone calling out and I heard a customer to
help. I stood up and grabbed my phone. Putting my phone into the pocket of my
skirt I walked outside.
“How can
I… Oh my god Yonghwa oppa?” I cried out as I saw him. I saw him with a bunch of
girls and I thought of something sneaky.
“Shin
Hye, it’s been a long time right?” he asked me and I nodded my head with a
bright smile. I looked around and there were around 9 girls including him 10
people.
“What
are you doing here? I meant come on this is a brides wedding dresses available
shop so what the hell are you doing here?” I cried out in excitement and I
heard him chuckle.
No
wonder I fall for a charming handsome emotional guy. He is really sweet and
fun. I smiled to the 9 girls and I knew they were the girls’ generation at that
moment.
“Here
you go Shin Hye. You’re invited to my wedding next week Sunday.” He said to me
and I gasped in surprise.
“No wonder, who is the lucky girl
then?” I asked him as I took the invitation from him. He grabbed Girls
Generation’s maknae Seohyun. I gave her a weak smile.
“Seohyun
meet Shin Hye, she is more like my sister. We both worked in ‘Heartstrings’
and ‘You’re beautiful’ series and we’re really close.” He
introduces me and not to be rude I bowed 90 degrees and shook hands with her.
“Nice to
meet you, I’m Seohyun.” She said to me while we shook hands. I smiled and
nodded my head.
“The
pleasure is all mine, I’m Park Shin Hye. Shall we go and see the wedding
dresses?” I asked her and the girls started to chatter and it made Seohyun,
Yonghwa and including me laugh.
I walked
towards some racks which full of white wedding dresses. I showed her some and
she tried some. Every time she wears something new she comes out and shows it
to Yonghwa. If he doesn’t like it she asks me for a new dress.
I don’t
know but I really did fall for him first and I envy her. I want Yonghwa oppa a
lot. But now how can I get him. I can’t fight with her. I don’t want to see
Yonghwa hurt and sad at all.
“Shin
Hye unnie can I see that one over there?” Seohyun asked me as she pointed to a
wedding dress which had beads over the top and the skirt was just simply done
and it was fluffy. I nodded my head and brought it to her.
“So what
do you think?” I heard her ask Yonghwa as she came out after wearing it. I saw
a smile appearing over YongHwa’s lips.
“This is
the one. I love it.” he said to her and walked towards her and kissed her. I
turn around and concentrated on another work.
“Shin
Hye unnie, do you like Yonghwa unnie?” I heard someone asking me. I turn around
and it was Sunny. I smiled at her.
“Omo,
Sunny why do you think like that? He is more like my brother.” I said to her
and she nodded her head with a smile which she didn’t appreciate the answer.
(Yonghwa’s
POV)
After
buying the wedding dress we walked out of the shop after thanking Shin Hye. She
had been more like my sister. But she was also my first love.
“Yonghwa
oppa, do you really like the dress?” Seohyun asked me as we walked towards the
Girls Generation car. I smiled at her.
“It
suits you and it’s very pretty. I like the dress Seohyun love. So let’s meet
soon before the wedding, shall we?” I asked her and then Taeyeon appeared out
of nowhere.
“No way
are you going to meet her before the wedding. Because the bride shouldn’t be
meeting the groom before the wedding, I heard it gives you bad luck.” She said
to us and Seohyun gasped in shock
“Yah,
Taeyeon are you trying to scare her while I’m there to protect her?” I asked
her and she looked at me confused.
“Yonghwa
oppa it’s true. And I know that. My mom told me that one of my nieces had
already experienced it.” Taeyeon gasped and told me. It did scare me a little
bit but still I will meet her somehow.
“Okay please get into the car and be safe.
All of you and I meant that.” I said to them and Taeyeon giggled like a little
girl as she walked into the car.
“Yah
Seohyun, aren’t you gonna give me a goodbye kiss even?” I grabbed her hand and pulled
her closed to me and asked her. She looked at me and smiled.
“I
forgot. I’m so sorry oppa.” She said to me with a pout and it made me chuckle
at her. She kissed me and we heard the cough’s behind us.
“Yah,
get on would you? Keep the kissing on wedding day.” Sunny cried out and it made
me laugh. I let her go and she walked into the car. She waved me goodbye and I
returned it.
(Seohyun’s
POV)
“Seohyun
ah, do you like the dress?” Jessica unnie asked me and I nodded at her with a
smile. Everyone was so excited but why am I having the feeling something bad
was gonna happen.
“All the
thanks go to you all unnie. Thank you so much, it’s really sweet of you all.” I
said to them and we all laughed excitedly.
“Here we
are everyone. Go and get freshen up and get some sleep.” Manager Kim told us as
we were in front of our dorm. One by one everyone got out and walked into the
building.
“Yah
Seohyun, why don’t you cook for us tonight as you’ll be leaving us soon?”
Jessica asked me and I smiled at her.
“Yea
Jess you’re right, she’ll be cooking to her husband soon. Right Seohyun ah?”
Tiffany unnie made fun of me and it made me laugh.
“Why,
you all jealous? Too bad all of your gonna miss my cooking I guess.” I said to
them naively which made them groan.
After
taking a hot bath on a cold night I felt refreshed. I was so tired and it made
me slumped onto the bed and I wanted to go to dreamland, until I felt my phone
vibrating.
Are you sleeping babes? If not come out, I’m waiting
for you. ~Yonghwa oppa~
I smiled
as I got the text. We used to meet when everyone is asleep. And it’s fun. He
uses to come to meet me using his motorcycle.
Not sleeping, I’ll be there in a while. ~Seohyun~
I
grabbed my jacket and put my phone into my jacket pocket and walked out of the
room very quietly. I had to share room with Yoona who is used to sleep talk.
“Seohyun
ah there is your husband waiting for you, now how I wish if I can have Jang
Geun Suk oppa?” I heard her mumble and it almost made me burst into laughs.
I
I held
in the laugh and ran out of the hallway into the elevator. I pressed the ‘G’
button to go downstairs.
“What’s
wrong?” Yonghwa oppa asked me as I ran out to him. I burst into laughs and it
made him more concerned.
“Oppa,
you should have seen it. Yoona likes Jang Geun Suk oppa. She played Love rain
series with him, remember?” I said to him as I laughed. He smiled at me and
grabbed me close to him, and then he hugged me.
“Seohyun ah whatever happens to us,
we’ll be together right?” he asked me and I looked at his face. He was a little
bit sad about something. I touched his face assure him that we’ll be always be
together
“Oppa,
we’ll always be together. Don’t worry, I love you and I won’t even leave you.
Ever! I promise you.” I said to him and it made him smile a little bit.
“Well
then, keep the promise okay? Oh and you should go. Tomorrow is gonna be a big
day right wife?” he said to me and it made me laugh.
“Yes
honey, it is gonna be. So then goodnight and take care. See you tomorrow oppa.”
I said to him and kissed him on the cheeks. He smiled and let me walk towards
the dorm building.
(Next
day)
“Wake up
Seohyun ah.” Yoona cried out near my ears and it almost made my ears deaf. I
woke up and looked around.
“What is
it? Do you have to wake me up early in the morning?” I mumbled and it made her
gasp. She made me sit on the bed.
“Ha-lo,
wedding? You’re wedding, duh.” She cried out and my eyes widened. I grabbed my
phone and looked around.
“Where
is everyone?” I asked her and she shrugged as she took my wedding dress from
closet and made me go into the bathroom with the wedding dress.
“Go and
change. Be quick, now hurry.” Unnie cried out as she packed something’s. I
changed in a hurry and walked out of the bathroom.
“Let’s
go, manager Kim is giving us a ride to the salon. You need to get ready.” Yoona
said to me as she dragged me outside of the building.
“Get in,
quick.” She cried out and slipped into the car behind me. I sighed in relief
and took my phone to text Yonghwa oppa.
Oppa, be ready at 4pm. Be there okay? I love you a
lot. ~Seohyun~
I texted
to him and looked out of the window, Manager Kim was too busy driving he didn’t
bother to say anything today.
“Seohyun
ah, congrats for getting married before me, should I envy you now?” Manager Kim
congrats me and it made me laugh at him.
Okay, see you there. Be safe okay? Love you more than
anyone. ~Yonghwa oppa~
I got a
reply from Yonghwa oppa and it made me sigh in relief again. I looked at Yoona
and she was a little sad.
“Unnie,
what’s wrong?” I asked her and she was a little bit startled. It made me worry
about her a little bit.
“Nothing, it’s just I don’t know. Nothing’s wrong. Seohyun ah you can’t
let any freckles be on your forehead today okay?” she said to me as she gave me
a smile. I nodded at her with a weak smile.
“Unnie
do you have Jang Geun Suk oppa’s number? Can I have it?” I asked her and she
looked at me shocked. She texted me his number and I wanted Yoona unnie to be
happy. So I’m surprising her.
Jang Geun Suk oppa, it’s me Seohyun from SNSD! Could
please come to my wedding today at 4pm? It’s at the convention centre. Please
come. ~Seohyun from SNSD~
I texted
him and I felt a little bit happy. I don’t know but I feel like something bad
is gonna happen. I just wish everything will be okay.
Omo Seohyun ah, such a nice to meet you. Of course I
can come today, but is Yoona gonna be there? I haven’t seen her after ‘LOVE
RAIN’ shooting. ~Geun Suk oppa~
I got a
reply after 5 minutes which made me smile at Yoona unnie’s direction. She
looked at me confused.
“Unnie,
be happy okay?” I said to her and she chuckled at my childishness. I tapped on
the phone screen and Yoona unnie tried to peak.
Thank you so much Geun Suk oppa, of course she will be
there. Ooh someone misses someone I guess. Hehe see you at the wedding oppa.
~Seohyun~
I put my
phone back to my bag as Manager Kim pulled over. I looked around and it was
really quiet.
“Unnie
are you sure we are at the right place? Look at it, it’s so quiet.” I said to
her as I got of the car. She slapped my hand playfully and dragged me into the
salon.
“Yoona,
Omo it’s been so long.” I heard someone saying to us as we entered the salon. I
looked at Yoona unnie surprised and confused.
“Unnie,
it’s not that long is it? Anyways here is Seohyun, Seohyun this is Jiyeon
unnie. She is working here and I asked her to pull some strings for me.” she
said to me with a smile. I was surprised.
“Nice to
meet you Jiyeon unnie.” I said to her and bowed 90 degrees. She walked towards
me and looked right into my eyes.
“Pleasure is all mine, so you’re the one who I getting married before me
even. Ah, congrats. Let’s get started shall we?” she said to me as she grinned
at me. I grinned back and followed her.
After 2
hours, getting my hair done she applied some makeup on my face. She didn’t even
let me look into the mirror after doing my hair. She kept on saying she will
let me see after it’s done.
“Voila,
you look like a bride after all.” She said to me as I looked at my reflection.
I smiled as I touch my face.
“Is this
really me?” I asked her and she chuckled at my stupidness. Will Yonghwa oppa
like me this way?
“Girl
that is you. Yonghwa is really gonna fell for you.” Jiyeon cried out as she
helped me to get up from the seat. I walked out, in front of Yoona and Geun Suk
oppa.
“Dongsaeng ah, you look so beautiful.” She gasped and said to me in
surprise. I smiled and twirled around.
“Thank
you unnie, But Geun Suk oppa, what are you doing here?” I asked Geun Suk oppa
and Yoona smiled at me.
“I came
here to get my hair done, before your wedding.” He said to me with a wink. I
chuckled at him and his reaction was like ‘am I that funny?’
“Unnie
let’s get going. See ya at the wedding Geun Suk oppa. Thank you Jiyeon unnie.”
I cried out as I walked out of the salon. I walked into the car with Yoona.
“So,
what’s going with Geun Suk oppa?” I asked her suspiciously and it made her
giggle like a little girl.
“We’re
now dating; soon I think I’ll also get married.” She said to me and it made my
eyes get widen.
“What?
You’re dating? That’s great, congrats unnie.” I cried out and it made her laugh.
I smiled and looked out of the window.
(Yonghwa’s
POV)
“Why did
you decided to get your tuxedo without your soon to-be-wife?” Minhyuk asked me
and I gave him stern look.
“Just
tell me, does this looks great on me or not.” I asked him and it made him laugh
and gave me thumbs up sign. I walked toward the counter to pay.
“Let’s
get going, I don’t want to be late on my wedding.” I said to my members and it
made them laugh.
“First,
we have a surprise. Let’s get going” Minhyuk said to me and dragged me towards
the car. I was curious to know what was going on.
“Okay,
here we go. Get inside and someone is waiting for there.” Jungshin said to me
and I looked at him suspiciously.
“Yah,
what are you guys doing? Yah.” I cried out and I was so confused. What was
going on? “Oppa!” I heard someone’s voice which was very familiar.
“Seohyun
ah! What’s going?” I asked her and it made her look at me with a sly smile.
“Let’s get going Geun Suk oppa.” I heard her say that. I looked at her
confusedly and then she grabbed my hand.
“Trust
me, you won’t regret it oppa.” She said to me and I nodded my head with a
smile. Before she can lead me inside I grabbed her and brought her close to me.
“Is this
okay Geun Suk Hyung?” I cried out as everyone came out of there hiding places.
Geun Suk Hyung looked at me surprised and he nodded at me with a smile.
“Thanks
for the surprise. I can never forget this.” I said to her as I gave a kiss on
her forehead. I saw her blush and it made me smile. I hugged her and couldn’t
let her go. I felt like I was leaving her forever.
After
the wedding photo shoot, I looked the glowing Seohyun. I was glad that I got a
girl like her. She caught me staring at her and blushed. I grinned at her.
“So,
we’ll meet there. Say bye for now, as you’ll meet each other. Right Sunny?”
Minhyuk said to me and Seohyun as he gave a hug to Sunny.
“Whatever, I’ll meet you there. Be there to say ‘I do’ okay? I love you
a lot.” I said to her as I gave a kiss. She smiled at me. “I will, meet you
there oppa.” She said to me and walked towards the car.
I waved
her goodbye and got into the car. I was feeling uncomfortable and I didn’t
know. What was going to happen?
I didn’t
know what happened after a while, when I screamed and I felt unconscious. I
felt like someone stabbed into my heart. I heard people calling me. But I
couldn’t respond to it. Am I dead?
(Seohyun’s
POV)
I waited
in the hall and kept on calling Yonghwa oppa’s phone. I felt nervous and I
didn’t know what to do.
“Seohyun!”
I heard someone calling out for me. I turn around and I saw Minhyuk in a bloody
shirt. I was confused. He ran to me and he was already crying. I knew something
bad happened.
“What’s
wrong Minhyuk oppa?” I asked him and he couldn’t reply to me. I was worried and
I didn’t know what to do. “Yonghwa, he… he is at the hospital.” He said to me
as he stuttered.
I ran
out of the hall in my wedding dress grabbing my phone. I didn’t know what
happened to me. I was so worried I just wanted to see him.
“Geun
Suk oppa, can you drive?” I asked him and he nodded his head. “Drive me to the
YG hospital.” I said to him and I asked him to be quick.
Without
knowing what was happening a tear fall from my eyes. Geun Suk oppa looked at me
surprised.
“Seohyun
ah, are you crying?” he asked me and passed me a tissue. “Oh I’m so sorry, I
wasn’t crying but thanks.” I said to him quietly.
I ran
into the hospital and into the emergency. I saw the doctors near Yonghwa oppa’s
body. I saw Jungshin and Jonghyun there. After a while Minhyuk also came
running into the emergency room.
“Oppa!
Oppa wake up!” I cried out as I ran toward him. I saw him there with the oxygen
mask on. I was speechless and the doctors kept on saying his dead already.
“I’m
sorry, but we couldn’t save him. His dead, I’m sorry.” One of the doctor said
to us as one of the nurse removed the oxygen mask.
“Unnie,
is he really dead?” I asked one of the nurses and she kept looking at me with
teary eyes. She didn’t do anything when I slowly collapsed onto the floor. I
burst into tears and kept looking at Yonghwa oppa’s lifeless body.
“Oppa!”
I cried out and Jungshin walked towards me and gave a hug from behind. I
couldn’t help but cry. I lost him, and on my wedding day. I stood up and walked
toward his lifeless body.
“Pabo,
why did you have to die? I should have died instead of you. Oppa, I just wish
you were here to wipe the tears for me. Oppa I don’t want you to leave me. But
I love you more than anyone.” I said to him quietly and kissed him on the lips
before he was taken to the mortuary.
“Seohyun ah, I’m sorry.” Sunny came towards
me and hugged me. I was hurt, I lost him and now I wish I died instead of him.
(2
weeks later)
I walked
into my new house where I decided to live alone. I brought the boxes with the
help of SNSD members. I walked outside towards the backyard where there was a
beautiful seaside.
‘Oppa, I
miss you. I wish you’re here always. I wish you’re here to wipe the tears. I’m
crying always. I’m a crybaby. You were right, I can’t live without you. I love
you more than anyone.’ I thought as I let the wind play with my hair. I felt
sadder when I’m at Seoul. So I decided to give up my career for a while.
“Seohyun
ah, come and eat something would you?” I heard Yoona calling out for me. I turn
around and nodded at her. I gave one last look at the beach and I felt like I
heard his voice.
“Seohyun
ah, oppa will always be there for you. Don’t even think about crying. Because
I’m next to you always.” I heard him say that. I turn around toward the voice.
But he wasn’t there. It’s because he was dead.
I walked
toward the house slowly, after giving one last look at the beach once again.
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