It’s
nothing without you, I want you back
(Seohyun’s
POV)
It was 2
weeks before our wedding. I just can’t wait to get married. I love Yonghwa oppa
a lot, and I think this is called love.
“Seohyun-ah shall we go and check the wedding dresses today?” Sunny
unnie asked me as I saw on the floor after a tiring practice. I smiled at the
word ‘wedding dresses’. I nodded my head to say yes.
“Unnie,
why don’t we ask Manager Kim to give us a break, we’ll come back on October.” I
asked Taeyeon unnie and she gave me her mischievous smile.
“Don’t
tell me. You need a honeymoon weekend don’t you? Yea I shall ask you, but do
you think Yonghwa will get it.” She asked me and I shrugged. I don’t know
anything about it. Yonghwa is too bys for the preparations sometimes.
“Let’s
get going, I want to try the wedding dresses.” Sunny unnie cried out and
Jessica groaned as if she was in pain.
“Unnie
what’s wrong?” I asked her and she smiled at me. I know how she feels. She lost
with her little sister and Kim Hyung Joong is Krystal’s person.
“Well,
nothing. I just didn’t want to come back and Sunny made me come. I hate it.”
she said and I gave her a weak chuckle. I grabbed my bag and walked out of the
dance studio the last.
‘Am I
that lucky?’ I thought as I walked out of the door. I just wish that Yonghwa
oppa was here to give me a hug.
“I think
your wish came true right Seohyun.” I felt like someone read my mind because
someone I know back hugged me.
“Yonghwa
oppa?” I asked her and he kissed me on the cheek which made me chuckle. It was
him. I just can’t believe that he was here even.
“Oppa you’re here. What are you doing?” I
asked him and he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. He smiled and
looked around.
“Won’t I
be here to meet my princess? I came to see you love. I missed you that’s why.”
He said to me and kissed me on the forehead.
“So this
was a plan of Minhyuk isn’t it?” I asked him and he looked at me with shocked
eyes and tried to hide them.
“As if,
that person is too busy chasing Luna. I don’t know why he likes her.” He said
to make me smile. I grinned at him and walked a little bit away from him
dragged 3 other people who was hiding and watching us with sneaky smiles.
“Then
who are these oppa?” I asked him in a matter-of-factly which made him looked at
me in surprise.
“Yah
Jonghyun, Jungshin and you Minhyuk you all are so dead.” He came running to
them and chased them away from us and from the SM building I think.
I
laughed until my stomach hurt and it was so much fun to see him like that. He
turns around to see me and smiled.
“I’m
glad that you had fun. It’s great to see you smile always.” He said to me as he
came closer to me. I thought he was gonna kiss me. I felt like I was butterfly
who needed pollen always.
“Seohyun what are you doing here?” I
heard Taeyeon unnie calling out for me near the elevator. It made Yonghwa
chuckle in fun. I scowled and turn around to see Taeyeon walking towards us
“Yah,
Yonghwa she needs to see the wedding dresses. Aren’t you gonna come with your
pretty wife to the shop?” she asked him and I looked at him with my puppy face.
“Ah,
wedding dresses. I should go then. Let’s go.” He said as he kept his hand on my
shoulder. I squealed and walked with Taeyeon and Yonghwa together.
(At
the shop)
(Shin
Hye’s POV)
I
slumped myself onto the couch after a long boring day of helping the customer.
I just hoped no more customers will come today.
“Excuse
me, is anyone here?” I heard someone calling out and I heard a customer to
help. I stood up and grabbed my phone. Putting my phone into the pocket of my
skirt I walked outside.
“How can
I… Oh my god Yonghwa oppa?” I cried out as I saw him. I saw him with a bunch of
girls and I thought of something sneaky.
“Shin
Hye, it’s been a long time right?” he asked me and I nodded my head with a
bright smile. I looked around and there were around 9 girls including him 10
people.
“What
are you doing here? I meant come on this is a brides wedding dresses available
shop so what the hell are you doing here?” I cried out in excitement and I
heard him chuckle.
No
wonder I fall for a charming handsome emotional guy. He is really sweet and
fun. I smiled to the 9 girls and I knew they were the girls’ generation at that
moment.
“Here
you go Shin Hye. You’re invited to my wedding next week Sunday.” He said to me
and I gasped in surprise.
“No wonder, who is the lucky girl
then?” I asked him as I took the invitation from him. He grabbed Girls
Generation’s maknae Seohyun. I gave her a weak smile.
“Seohyun
meet Shin Hye, she is more like my sister. We both worked in ‘Heartstrings’
and ‘You’re beautiful’ series and we’re really close.” He
introduces me and not to be rude I bowed 90 degrees and shook hands with her.
“Nice to
meet you, I’m Seohyun.” She said to me while we shook hands. I smiled and
nodded my head.
“The
pleasure is all mine, I’m Park Shin Hye. Shall we go and see the wedding
dresses?” I asked her and the girls started to chatter and it made Seohyun,
Yonghwa and including me laugh.
I walked
towards some racks which full of white wedding dresses. I showed her some and
she tried some. Every time she wears something new she comes out and shows it
to Yonghwa. If he doesn’t like it she asks me for a new dress.
I don’t
know but I really did fall for him first and I envy her. I want Yonghwa oppa a
lot. But now how can I get him. I can’t fight with her. I don’t want to see
Yonghwa hurt and sad at all.
“Shin
Hye unnie can I see that one over there?” Seohyun asked me as she pointed to a
wedding dress which had beads over the top and the skirt was just simply done
and it was fluffy. I nodded my head and brought it to her.
“So what
do you think?” I heard her ask Yonghwa as she came out after wearing it. I saw
a smile appearing over YongHwa’s lips.
“This is
the one. I love it.” he said to her and walked towards her and kissed her. I
turn around and concentrated on another work.
“Shin
Hye unnie, do you like Yonghwa unnie?” I heard someone asking me. I turn around
and it was Sunny. I smiled at her.
“Omo,
Sunny why do you think like that? He is more like my brother.” I said to her
and she nodded her head with a smile which she didn’t appreciate the answer.
(Yonghwa’s
POV)
After
buying the wedding dress we walked out of the shop after thanking Shin Hye. She
had been more like my sister. But she was also my first love.
“Yonghwa
oppa, do you really like the dress?” Seohyun asked me as we walked towards the
Girls Generation car. I smiled at her.
“It
suits you and it’s very pretty. I like the dress Seohyun love. So let’s meet
soon before the wedding, shall we?” I asked her and then Taeyeon appeared out
of nowhere.
“No way
are you going to meet her before the wedding. Because the bride shouldn’t be
meeting the groom before the wedding, I heard it gives you bad luck.” She said
to us and Seohyun gasped in shock
“Yah,
Taeyeon are you trying to scare her while I’m there to protect her?” I asked
her and she looked at me confused.
“Yonghwa
oppa it’s true. And I know that. My mom told me that one of my nieces had
already experienced it.” Taeyeon gasped and told me. It did scare me a little
bit but still I will meet her somehow.
“Okay please get into the car and be safe.
All of you and I meant that.” I said to them and Taeyeon giggled like a little
girl as she walked into the car.
“Yah
Seohyun, aren’t you gonna give me a goodbye kiss even?” I grabbed her hand and pulled
her closed to me and asked her. She looked at me and smiled.
“I
forgot. I’m so sorry oppa.” She said to me with a pout and it made me chuckle
at her. She kissed me and we heard the cough’s behind us.
“Yah,
get on would you? Keep the kissing on wedding day.” Sunny cried out and it made
me laugh. I let her go and she walked into the car. She waved me goodbye and I
returned it.
(Seohyun’s
POV)
“Seohyun
ah, do you like the dress?” Jessica unnie asked me and I nodded at her with a
smile. Everyone was so excited but why am I having the feeling something bad
was gonna happen.
“All the
thanks go to you all unnie. Thank you so much, it’s really sweet of you all.” I
said to them and we all laughed excitedly.
“Here we
are everyone. Go and get freshen up and get some sleep.” Manager Kim told us as
we were in front of our dorm. One by one everyone got out and walked into the
building.
“Yah
Seohyun, why don’t you cook for us tonight as you’ll be leaving us soon?”
Jessica asked me and I smiled at her.
“Yea
Jess you’re right, she’ll be cooking to her husband soon. Right Seohyun ah?”
Tiffany unnie made fun of me and it made me laugh.
“Why,
you all jealous? Too bad all of your gonna miss my cooking I guess.” I said to
them naively which made them groan.
After
taking a hot bath on a cold night I felt refreshed. I was so tired and it made
me slumped onto the bed and I wanted to go to dreamland, until I felt my phone
vibrating.
Are you sleeping babes? If not come out, I’m waiting
for you. ~Yonghwa oppa~
I smiled
as I got the text. We used to meet when everyone is asleep. And it’s fun. He
uses to come to meet me using his motorcycle.
Not sleeping, I’ll be there in a while. ~Seohyun~
I
grabbed my jacket and put my phone into my jacket pocket and walked out of the
room very quietly. I had to share room with Yoona who is used to sleep talk.
“Seohyun
ah there is your husband waiting for you, now how I wish if I can have Jang
Geun Suk oppa?” I heard her mumble and it almost made me burst into laughs.
I
I held
in the laugh and ran out of the hallway into the elevator. I pressed the ‘G’
button to go downstairs.
“What’s
wrong?” Yonghwa oppa asked me as I ran out to him. I burst into laughs and it
made him more concerned.
“Oppa,
you should have seen it. Yoona likes Jang Geun Suk oppa. She played Love rain
series with him, remember?” I said to him as I laughed. He smiled at me and
grabbed me close to him, and then he hugged me.
“Seohyun ah whatever happens to us,
we’ll be together right?” he asked me and I looked at his face. He was a little
bit sad about something. I touched his face assure him that we’ll be always be
together
“Oppa,
we’ll always be together. Don’t worry, I love you and I won’t even leave you.
Ever! I promise you.” I said to him and it made him smile a little bit.
“Well
then, keep the promise okay? Oh and you should go. Tomorrow is gonna be a big
day right wife?” he said to me and it made me laugh.
“Yes
honey, it is gonna be. So then goodnight and take care. See you tomorrow oppa.”
I said to him and kissed him on the cheeks. He smiled and let me walk towards
the dorm building.
(Next
day)
“Wake up
Seohyun ah.” Yoona cried out near my ears and it almost made my ears deaf. I
woke up and looked around.
“What is
it? Do you have to wake me up early in the morning?” I mumbled and it made her
gasp. She made me sit on the bed.
“Ha-lo,
wedding? You’re wedding, duh.” She cried out and my eyes widened. I grabbed my
phone and looked around.
“Where
is everyone?” I asked her and she shrugged as she took my wedding dress from
closet and made me go into the bathroom with the wedding dress.
“Go and
change. Be quick, now hurry.” Unnie cried out as she packed something’s. I
changed in a hurry and walked out of the bathroom.
“Let’s
go, manager Kim is giving us a ride to the salon. You need to get ready.” Yoona
said to me as she dragged me outside of the building.
“Get in,
quick.” She cried out and slipped into the car behind me. I sighed in relief
and took my phone to text Yonghwa oppa.
Oppa, be ready at 4pm. Be there okay? I love you a
lot. ~Seohyun~
I texted
to him and looked out of the window, Manager Kim was too busy driving he didn’t
bother to say anything today.
“Seohyun
ah, congrats for getting married before me, should I envy you now?” Manager Kim
congrats me and it made me laugh at him.
Okay, see you there. Be safe okay? Love you more than
anyone. ~Yonghwa oppa~
I got a
reply from Yonghwa oppa and it made me sigh in relief again. I looked at Yoona
and she was a little sad.
“Unnie,
what’s wrong?” I asked her and she was a little bit startled. It made me worry
about her a little bit.
“Nothing, it’s just I don’t know. Nothing’s wrong. Seohyun ah you can’t
let any freckles be on your forehead today okay?” she said to me as she gave me
a smile. I nodded at her with a weak smile.
“Unnie
do you have Jang Geun Suk oppa’s number? Can I have it?” I asked her and she
looked at me shocked. She texted me his number and I wanted Yoona unnie to be
happy. So I’m surprising her.
Jang Geun Suk oppa, it’s me Seohyun from SNSD! Could
please come to my wedding today at 4pm? It’s at the convention centre. Please
come. ~Seohyun from SNSD~
I texted
him and I felt a little bit happy. I don’t know but I feel like something bad
is gonna happen. I just wish everything will be okay.
Omo Seohyun ah, such a nice to meet you. Of course I
can come today, but is Yoona gonna be there? I haven’t seen her after ‘LOVE
RAIN’ shooting. ~Geun Suk oppa~
I got a
reply after 5 minutes which made me smile at Yoona unnie’s direction. She
looked at me confused.
“Unnie,
be happy okay?” I said to her and she chuckled at my childishness. I tapped on
the phone screen and Yoona unnie tried to peak.
Thank you so much Geun Suk oppa, of course she will be
there. Ooh someone misses someone I guess. Hehe see you at the wedding oppa.
~Seohyun~
I put my
phone back to my bag as Manager Kim pulled over. I looked around and it was
really quiet.
“Unnie
are you sure we are at the right place? Look at it, it’s so quiet.” I said to
her as I got of the car. She slapped my hand playfully and dragged me into the
salon.
“Yoona,
Omo it’s been so long.” I heard someone saying to us as we entered the salon. I
looked at Yoona unnie surprised and confused.
“Unnie,
it’s not that long is it? Anyways here is Seohyun, Seohyun this is Jiyeon
unnie. She is working here and I asked her to pull some strings for me.” she
said to me with a smile. I was surprised.
“Nice to
meet you Jiyeon unnie.” I said to her and bowed 90 degrees. She walked towards
me and looked right into my eyes.
“Pleasure is all mine, so you’re the one who I getting married before me
even. Ah, congrats. Let’s get started shall we?” she said to me as she grinned
at me. I grinned back and followed her.
After 2
hours, getting my hair done she applied some makeup on my face. She didn’t even
let me look into the mirror after doing my hair. She kept on saying she will
let me see after it’s done.
“Voila,
you look like a bride after all.” She said to me as I looked at my reflection.
I smiled as I touch my face.
“Is this
really me?” I asked her and she chuckled at my stupidness. Will Yonghwa oppa
like me this way?
“Girl
that is you. Yonghwa is really gonna fell for you.” Jiyeon cried out as she
helped me to get up from the seat. I walked out, in front of Yoona and Geun Suk
oppa.
“Dongsaeng ah, you look so beautiful.” She gasped and said to me in
surprise. I smiled and twirled around.
“Thank
you unnie, But Geun Suk oppa, what are you doing here?” I asked Geun Suk oppa
and Yoona smiled at me.
“I came
here to get my hair done, before your wedding.” He said to me with a wink. I
chuckled at him and his reaction was like ‘am I that funny?’
“Unnie
let’s get going. See ya at the wedding Geun Suk oppa. Thank you Jiyeon unnie.”
I cried out as I walked out of the salon. I walked into the car with Yoona.
“So,
what’s going with Geun Suk oppa?” I asked her suspiciously and it made her
giggle like a little girl.
“We’re
now dating; soon I think I’ll also get married.” She said to me and it made my
eyes get widen.
“What?
You’re dating? That’s great, congrats unnie.” I cried out and it made her laugh.
I smiled and looked out of the window.
(Yonghwa’s
POV)
“Why did
you decided to get your tuxedo without your soon to-be-wife?” Minhyuk asked me
and I gave him stern look.
“Just
tell me, does this looks great on me or not.” I asked him and it made him laugh
and gave me thumbs up sign. I walked toward the counter to pay.
“Let’s
get going, I don’t want to be late on my wedding.” I said to my members and it
made them laugh.
“First,
we have a surprise. Let’s get going” Minhyuk said to me and dragged me towards
the car. I was curious to know what was going on.
“Okay,
here we go. Get inside and someone is waiting for there.” Jungshin said to me
and I looked at him suspiciously.
“Yah,
what are you guys doing? Yah.” I cried out and I was so confused. What was
going on? “Oppa!” I heard someone’s voice which was very familiar.
“Seohyun
ah! What’s going?” I asked her and it made her look at me with a sly smile.
“Let’s get going Geun Suk oppa.” I heard her say that. I looked at her
confusedly and then she grabbed my hand.
“Trust
me, you won’t regret it oppa.” She said to me and I nodded my head with a
smile. Before she can lead me inside I grabbed her and brought her close to me.
“Is this
okay Geun Suk Hyung?” I cried out as everyone came out of there hiding places.
Geun Suk Hyung looked at me surprised and he nodded at me with a smile.
“Thanks
for the surprise. I can never forget this.” I said to her as I gave a kiss on
her forehead. I saw her blush and it made me smile. I hugged her and couldn’t
let her go. I felt like I was leaving her forever.
After
the wedding photo shoot, I looked the glowing Seohyun. I was glad that I got a
girl like her. She caught me staring at her and blushed. I grinned at her.
“So,
we’ll meet there. Say bye for now, as you’ll meet each other. Right Sunny?”
Minhyuk said to me and Seohyun as he gave a hug to Sunny.
“Whatever, I’ll meet you there. Be there to say ‘I do’ okay? I love you
a lot.” I said to her as I gave a kiss. She smiled at me. “I will, meet you
there oppa.” She said to me and walked towards the car.
I waved
her goodbye and got into the car. I was feeling uncomfortable and I didn’t
know. What was going to happen?
I didn’t
know what happened after a while, when I screamed and I felt unconscious. I
felt like someone stabbed into my heart. I heard people calling me. But I
couldn’t respond to it. Am I dead?
(Seohyun’s
POV)
I waited
in the hall and kept on calling Yonghwa oppa’s phone. I felt nervous and I
didn’t know what to do.
“Seohyun!”
I heard someone calling out for me. I turn around and I saw Minhyuk in a bloody
shirt. I was confused. He ran to me and he was already crying. I knew something
bad happened.
“What’s
wrong Minhyuk oppa?” I asked him and he couldn’t reply to me. I was worried and
I didn’t know what to do. “Yonghwa, he… he is at the hospital.” He said to me
as he stuttered.
I ran
out of the hall in my wedding dress grabbing my phone. I didn’t know what
happened to me. I was so worried I just wanted to see him.
“Geun
Suk oppa, can you drive?” I asked him and he nodded his head. “Drive me to the
YG hospital.” I said to him and I asked him to be quick.
Without
knowing what was happening a tear fall from my eyes. Geun Suk oppa looked at me
surprised.
“Seohyun
ah, are you crying?” he asked me and passed me a tissue. “Oh I’m so sorry, I
wasn’t crying but thanks.” I said to him quietly.
I ran
into the hospital and into the emergency. I saw the doctors near Yonghwa oppa’s
body. I saw Jungshin and Jonghyun there. After a while Minhyuk also came
running into the emergency room.
“Oppa!
Oppa wake up!” I cried out as I ran toward him. I saw him there with the oxygen
mask on. I was speechless and the doctors kept on saying his dead already.
“I’m
sorry, but we couldn’t save him. His dead, I’m sorry.” One of the doctor said
to us as one of the nurse removed the oxygen mask.
“Unnie,
is he really dead?” I asked one of the nurses and she kept looking at me with
teary eyes. She didn’t do anything when I slowly collapsed onto the floor. I
burst into tears and kept looking at Yonghwa oppa’s lifeless body.
“Oppa!”
I cried out and Jungshin walked towards me and gave a hug from behind. I
couldn’t help but cry. I lost him, and on my wedding day. I stood up and walked
toward his lifeless body.
“Pabo,
why did you have to die? I should have died instead of you. Oppa, I just wish
you were here to wipe the tears for me. Oppa I don’t want you to leave me. But
I love you more than anyone.” I said to him quietly and kissed him on the lips
before he was taken to the mortuary.
“Seohyun ah, I’m sorry.” Sunny came towards
me and hugged me. I was hurt, I lost him and now I wish I died instead of him.
(2
weeks later)
I walked
into my new house where I decided to live alone. I brought the boxes with the
help of SNSD members. I walked outside towards the backyard where there was a
beautiful seaside.
‘Oppa, I
miss you. I wish you’re here always. I wish you’re here to wipe the tears. I’m
crying always. I’m a crybaby. You were right, I can’t live without you. I love
you more than anyone.’ I thought as I let the wind play with my hair. I felt
sadder when I’m at Seoul. So I decided to give up my career for a while.
“Seohyun
ah, come and eat something would you?” I heard Yoona calling out for me. I turn
around and nodded at her. I gave one last look at the beach and I felt like I
heard his voice.
“Seohyun
ah, oppa will always be there for you. Don’t even think about crying. Because
I’m next to you always.” I heard him say that. I turn around toward the voice.
But he wasn’t there. It’s because he was dead.
I walked
toward the house slowly, after giving one last look at the beach once again.
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