I
don’t need you anymore.
I was so
lost in my dancing. Dancing was my favorite thing to do always. It was more
like a hobby but now it changed into my career.
“Hyo Mi
ah, I need to speak to you for a while.” Manager Park came into the dancing
studio without me realizing, maybe I was focusing on my steps too much.
“What is
it Manager Park?” I asked him as I grabbed my towel. I sat on the bench which
was in the studio. He still was standing and smiling at me. He grabbed his iPad
which made me more surprised.
“Hyo Mi
ah you’re having a photo shoot at 2pm today and CF shooting at 5pm. So you’ve a
busy schedule today.” He said to me and I rolled my eyes.
“Manager
Park, I always have it, so why are you so excited then?” I asked him as I
looked at him suspiciously.
“It is
because you’re having it with the SHINee members.” He said to me and I gasped
in surprise. I will be meeting Jonghyun, no this is not good.
“Manager
Park, cancel it. I can’t do it.” I cried out at him and he looked at me
suspiciously. It was his turn to be suspicious. I gave him a weak smile.
“What do
you mean?” he asked me and I gave him a weak chuckle. If I don’t do it, I might
be in trouble. I should just do it I think.
“Fine, I
will do it. I’ll go get freshen up. I’ll be ready at 1pm. Come and get me at
that time.” I said to him and walked out of the studio, grabbing my bag and
towel.
‘If I
meet him, what am I gonna do?’ I thought and I bumped into someone. I fell my
butt onto the ground.
“Hey you
okay Hyo Mi?” Someone asked me and I looked up to see who it was. It was
Jinyoung oppa. I smiled at him as he helped me to stand up.
“Thanks,
yea I’m fine. Just distracted I guess.” I said to him and he chuckled at me. Yea
it wasn’t my thing to be distracted always.
“That is
so not your style Hyo Mi, what’s up?” he asked me as he followed me to the
elevator. I smiled and pressed on the ‘G’ button.
“Well,
something’s up. And it is something that I hoped it won’t happen in my life.
But it is happening today.” I said to him with a sigh. He looked at me and gave
a sympathetic smile.
“Hey let
me tell you something. Nothing bad is gonna happen today. I promise you that.
Let’s bet okay?” he said to me and I smiled at him. He took something from his
wrist which was more like a band. He slipped it into my hand and looked at me.
“Now, I promise you and I bet nothing bad is
gonna happen today. See ya later Hyo Mi ah.” He said to me as he left the
elevator. I was the only one in the elevator and I waved him goodbye and gave a
long sigh.
I walked
into my dorm after having a talk with Jiyoung. He can make me smile and forget
about anything I need to.
(Jonghyun’s
POV)
“Listen
up guys. We’re having a busy schedule today, just be ready at that time.”
Manager Shin cried out as we sat on the floor after a long practice.
“Manager
Shin, what is it?” Key asked as I sat on the floor. He smiled towards me and I
gave a look saying ‘What did I do?’
“We’re
having a photo shoot at 2pm and at 5pm you’ve a CF shooting. It’s from etude
company. Have fun like you did with Dara.” Manager Shin said to us with his
wiggling eyebrows at Minho. Minho loves Dara and everyone knows that.
“Yah,
don’t look at me like that. I didn’t do anything.” He said to everyone and we
all chuckled. Who can it be?
“Manager
Shin, who is it this time?” I asked him and he looked at everyone. Everyone was
dying to know who it was. He took his iPad and did something.
“Ta-Da,
its Hyo Mi from YG entertainment.” He cried out as he showed us a picture of
Hyo Mi and my eyes widen. I stood up and shook my head.
“No I
can’t do it.” I cried out at the members. They looked at me. Only Key and Minho
knows about me life. They shook their head in stress.
“Jongy,
just don’t worry. We’ll go, take the pictures and come right. Then we have to
do the CF only. Relax would you?” Key said to me as he relaxed. I looked at
them and then at Manager Shin. He smiled at me.
“Fine,
I’ll do it.” I said to them and Taemin squealed like a little girl. It made
everyone laugh but not me. How can I face her? I was nothing to her; I broke
her heart and trust even.
I walked
out of the studio and met Soo young my girl friend. She ran towards me with
open arms to hug me. I smiled at her and hugged her back.
“Oppa,
aren’t you tired? Did you had a rough day?” she asked me and I smiled at her. I
kissed her on the cheeks and.
“Why
would I have a rough day when I can see my princess every day? I had a great day, but I’m a little tired. I
need to refresh and go to a photo shoot plus I have a CF shooting today.” I
said to her and she gasped in horror.
“Really?
Oppa is gonna be so busy and I don’t want oppa to fall sick.” She said to me
and I smiled at her. I kissed her cheeks and waved goodbye.
‘I love
her but I loved Hyo Mi a lot. I was a badass at that time. I lost her trust. I
don’t think she can forgive me even.’ I thought as I entered the dorm. I took
off my cloths and went into the bathroom to take bath.
(Kang
Hyo Mi’s POV)
I walked
out of the bathroom and walked towards my closet to choose a dress to wear. I’m
used to be quiet for some reason I guess.
‘What
should I wear? Should I wear the black plain dress or just some t-shirts and
shorts?’ I thought as I went through the closet.
At last
I grab my white t-shirt and a pink short. I ran to my bathroom as I was running
late. I worn the outfit and walked toward the mirror. I looked at my reflection
and I smiled a little bit.
I ran
downstairs towards the bus where my manager Park was waiting. I went inside I
can hear my fans screaming. My heart skipped a little bit as he drove it to the
photographic studio.
We
arrived just in time. It was sharp 2pm and I was happy a little bit but also
nervous. I didn’t know what to do.
“Yah,
Hyo Mi. we’re here you know? Get off the bus and get inside. I’ll be back after
parking.” Manager Park cried out at me and I quickly walked out of the bus and
ran into the studio.
“You’re
just in time Hyo Mi-ah.” I heard someone saying that to me. I turn around to
see who it was and I saw Manager Shin of SHINee. I look around to see where the
members are.
“Manager
Shin, such a pleasure to meet you.” I said to him not to be rude. He smiled and
called out for his boys. SHINee members came running and I saw Jonghyun there.
“These
are my boys, it’s a pleasure to meet you too Hyo Mi. Where is your Manager?” he
asked me and I pointed toward the parking lot. He walked towards the parking
lot leaving me and the SHINee members.
“Hello,
we’re the shining SHINee.” They cried out at me and I smiled a little bit
seeing them like that. Jonghyun was staring at me and I smiled at him.
“Hey
guys, I’m Hyo Mi. it’s a pleasure to meet you all.” I said to them as I bowed
them 90 degrees. They smiled at me.
“SHINee
and Hyo Mi-ah please report to the makeup room in 10 minutes.” I heard the PA
system calling out for us. I flinched at the sound as well as the SHINee
members. I smiled at them and walked towards my makeup room.
“Hyo
Mi-ah!” I heard someone calling out for me. I turn around as I entered the
makeup room. It was Suzy unnie. I ran to hug her and she returns the hug to me.
“Unnie,
what are you doing here?” I asked her and she pointed towards Taecyeon oppa. I
smiled at him and waved at him.
“Oh, Hyo
Mi what are you doing here?” she asked me and I gave a long sigh. She looked at
me surprised.
“Unnie,
I’m stuck here with SHINee members.” I said to her and she kept on showing her
thinking face at me.
“Which
means?” she asked me and I scoffed her at and she looked at me surprised. I
looked both the ways and grabbed her inside the makeup room.
“Unnie,
are you stupid? Jonghyun is here. He is my ex boyfriend for crying out loud.” I
said to her and she gasped as she forgot something.
“I met
him like 2 minutes ago. Don’t you have to change and apply makeup?” she asked
me. I rolled my eyes and she chuckled.
“You’re
right I should go change and go to doom’s life as well. See ya later unnie.” I
said to her and walked towards one of the empty seats in front of the mirror.
The makeup artist did a great job in makeup. I beamed as I saw the real cute
me.
“Why
don’t you go and change now Hyo Mi?” one of the makeup artists asked me as she
gave me the white dress.
I gasped
as I saw the dress. It looked so nice and so sexy and so beautiful. My hair was
done in a sexy way and the dress was way too formal. More like a wedding.
I worn
the dress and walked out of the changing room. The makeup staffs broke into an
applause which made me smile. I twirl around and walked out of the dressing
room.
I walked
into the set and saw the SHINee members there with the photographer. I smiled
as I saw them.
“Uhm,
Manager Park. I’m ready.” I said to him and all the eyes went towards me.
Taemin looked at me as if his eyes were gonna bulge out any moment. They all
gasped in surprise.
“Wow.” I
heard Jonghyun whisper which made me roll my eyes. I walked toward the
photographer and asked him to explain the whole plot again.
“Okay, first shot is with Hyo Mi
and Jonghyun.” Photographer cried out as I make myself comfortable on the
couch.
I saw
Jonghyun there walking towards me, the whole set like a zombie. I force a
smiled at him and he looked at me with surprise.
“Why did you agree to do this?” he whispered
at me as he sat comfortably on the couch. I smiled at the camera.
“I
forgive you Kim Jonghyun as I know you were going to ask for forgiveness. It’s
because I don’t want you to be sad because of me, that’s why.” I said to him
and he looked at me in surprise.
“Kim
Jonghyun and Hyo Mi look at each other, yes like that. And then Jonghyun give a
kiss on her forehead.” The photographer said that and he didn’t hesitate to do
it. I smiled as he gave a kiss. The last kiss I guess. I sighed a little bit.
“Okay
that’s it for the wedding etude part; let’s go to the other set.” Photographer
yelled as the crew started to get into rearranging the set. I walked out from
the set and sat next to Key oppa.
(Jonghyun’s
POV)
I smiled
as she walked out from the set. She sat next to Key and I walked towards them
to grab a tissue. Well, the tissue box was near them so I have to go there if I
was a tissue I guess.
“Hyung
it was amazing. It was like you both were made for each other. The wedding
shoot is Daebak.” Taemin cried out at me and showed a thumbs-up sign as I
walked towards Hyo Mi. I sat next to her and she smiled at me.
“Sorry
for it. And sorry for everything I did in the past. I know you can’t forgive
me. But I’m really sorry.” I said to her and she nodded her head to say no and
smiled at me.
She
didn’t change a bit. She was still the girl I used to know. The angelic smile
even though she is sad, she smile to everyone through the tears. She never
shows it to anyone.
“It’s
okay Jongy. Just don’t worry. Be happy with Soo young unnie. She deserves you.”
She said to me and I smiled at her.
“Yah, go
get changed. Be quick.” Manager Shin cried out and we ran to the makeup room. I
looked around and sighed in relief.
“Jongy,
is everything okay now?” Key asked me and I nodded at him and looked at the
mirror. Seeing my reflection makes me happy.
“Please
go get change in 10 minutes.” The makeup staffs cried out and we ran to the
changing room. After getting change we walked out of the makeup room into the
set. I walked out wearing nothing but black and white. I saw her wearing the
same white dress she was wearing.
“Isn’t
she with us?” I asked her Manager Shin and he nodded his head to say no. I felt
awkward. I’m here taking pictures with my ex girlfriend. Aren’t I actually
cheating on my girlfriend?
I walked
towards the set with the SHINee members. It was the pictures for the Japan
debut. I was glad that she wasn’t in this. Or else Soo young might kill me.
After our
photo shoot session was over, we had one more till 4pm. I was so exhausted. I
didn’t want to be tired.
But we
had like one more, I held in the tiredness and walked to change again. I
thought about Hyo Mi. she was such a pro at this. She is a junior but still she
isn’t even a little bit exhausted.
“Okay,
you’re all done aren’t you? This is the last photo shoot of the day. It’s for
the rebook. I’m really sorry, the etude CF shooting is at 5pm to 9pm. So it
won’t be that bad I hope” the photographer said to us and motioned us to go to
the set.
“The
first picture is Minho, Jonghyun and Hyo Mi. Please be a little comfortable.”
The photographer said to us and showed us how to be like.
“Yes,
pretend that you’re whispering near his ears. Yes, Jonghyun please pretend that
you’re jealous. Yes that’s it.” the photographer cried out and the truth is I
was jealous.
I was on
the ladder and she was with Minho. They pretended to be happy and they tried to
laugh a little bit. I was jealous a lot. I didn’t know what to do next.
(Kang Hyo
Mi’s POV)
I
pretended to whisper near Minho’s ears and I can see his jealousy from his
face. He kept looking at us from a side which made me Manage Shin laugh. I
tried my best not to laugh but in the end I ended up laughing with Minho
“Okay
that’s it. Next photo please be ready.” The photographer cried out and motioned
the staffs to get ready the set.
The
photographer showed us a sketch he drew. I looked at it and it was more like a
bed scene, where all of us are together. But Taemin is holding my hand as he
explained to us.
“Okay,
please be like that. Except Taemin and Hyo Mi, others pretend that you’re
sleeping. Yes like that. Taemin hold her hand a little bit, yes like that.” He
said to us as he took the pictures.
I stood
up from that set and walked towards the fan. It was so hot, I needed to keep
myself cooled. I smiled to myself as I sat next to the fan.
“Noona,
you’re hogging the fan.” Taemin said to me as he pouted at me. I laughed as the
photographer came towards us again.
“The
next shot will be Key, Taemin, Jonghyun and Onew with Hyo Mi. Hyo Mi you’ve to
hold Jonghyun’s cheeks a little bit like this. And you’ll be sitting next to
him but on the floor.” He showed us and said to me. I smiled a little bit but I
felt awkward.
We
walked toward the set and did the pose as he said. It was awkward but I really
like it. I forced myself to smile at that awkward moment.
After
that photo shoot I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I felt like I was out of oxygen. But I didn’t
know why I was like that.
“Please
come over here to see the pictures.” The photographer cried out and we ran over
there to see the pictures. I smiled as I saw the latest photo shoot pictures.
I looked
at the pictures and smiled a little bit. But still I can’t sigh in relief. We
still had the CF to shoot. I didn’t know what to do.
(At the CF
shooting)
I walked
into the set wearing the same white dress I wore for the photo shoot with
Jonghyun. I was so nervous. I didn’t know what to do.
“All the
stars please come over here. I’ll show you the sketches of the scenes that
you’ll be doing” The director called to us and I walked over there with
trembling hands.
“Okay
here it is. The first scene is with Key, Key will see her in the basket court
and Key will run over to her and give a kiss on her cheeks. Next scene is with
Taemin, you will be in the café and when Taemin tried to kiss you a phone call
will come. Apparently it’ll be Jonghyun. Jonghyun will meet you at the Terrace
and will kiss you on the lips. Got it? Let’s start it then. Places everyone”
the director cried out.
We were
at the basket court and it started to shoot. I just pretended that there was no
one beside me. Just key and me.
All of a sudden Key ran up to me and
kissed me on the cheeks and I smiled at the camera and took the lip gloss I had
in my pocket and showed it toward the camera.
After
that shoot we had Taemin’s scene. I had fun with everyone. It was more like
real, like I was playing with them all.
I walked
into the café when the director cried out saying ‘action’. Taemin was there
behind the counter and I sat near the table which was situated near the window.
I saw Taemin walking towards me with my cappuccino and he was about to kiss me
when my phone ranged. It was Jonghyun. I smiled and looked towards the camera
and did the same thing I did with Key.
The next
scene was with Jonghyun. I was nervous as I sat on the bench which was situated
on the terrace. I smiled as I looked up towards the sky. My lip gloss drop onto
the floor and I bend down to get it.
When
Jonghyun grabbed it and handed it to me. He handed to me and kissed me right on
the lips. I was shocked and my eyes were ready to bulge out.
“Love
sick? Choose etude lip gloss, ‘love me till death’.” I said to the camera and
again Jonghyun kissed me. From that scene we finished the whole CF. it was
around 7pm when we finished.
I was
tired as I packed my bag. I looked around and saw the SHINee members busy
talking about the scene.
“Hyo Mi
ah, can I talk to you for a while?” I heard someone asking me. I turn around to
see who it was and I saw Jonghyun. I smiled and nodded my head to say yes.
(Jonghyun’s
POV)
We
walked towards the parking lot. I didn’t know how to ask her, but again I
felled for her. I want her back. The kiss I can never forget it.
“Hyo Mi
ah, I don’t know how to tell you but can you give me one more chance to be with
you again?” I asked her nervously. She looked at me surprised and then she bit
her lower lips.
“Jonghyun, do you know that we love once and marry once and die once? I can’t
love you again; it means I can’t be with you again. I do love you but be with
Soo young. Make her happy for me. It’s too late Jonghyun. I’m sorry.” She said
to me and left me there in the parking lot which made me look at her in
surprise.
She
walked towards another person who was Kim Hyung Joong. She kissed her and
hugged her. She was now someone’s. I lost her, it was my fault.
“Hyung
let’s leave. Did you say goodbye to her?” Key asked me and I gave a weak smile
as I nodded at him.
“Sometimes I wish she was with me always, but now I know I was a badass
in the past. Now I should make Soo young happy.” I mumbled to myself as I sat
near the window seat.
I looked
at her with Kim Hyung Joong Hyung, she was so happy. She was excited to see
him. She caught me staring at her; she waved me goodbye and the other members
as well.
Its true
love can happen once, true love that is. I love you Hyo Mi. I will love you
till the end.
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